Toxic friends in Riverdale

No friends right now and I could give a shit

So I dropped the last of my toxic friends.

I'm glad I did and I feel empowered by it. Honestly the last thing I need is that kind of stress On me really.

It sucks in some ways because now there's no friends really but they weren't friends and they never will be. They couldn't be there for me and I needed them. One I've known since grade one is completely fucking ignoring me anyways so I just deleted her. Fuck her. I poured my heart out to her and she told metro go for a fucking walk and she hopes things will get brighter for me.

I don't know whether to feel sorry for the kind of emotional depth she's showing to me or to be pissed at her cold impersonal retort discreetly disguised as "caring" about me. I could give a fuck anyways.

Other one flipped the fuck out at me calling me a bitch but once again true colours show fast when your the one to dump the friend after years of trying to make it work and them constantly backstabbing being jealous and setting you up to watch you fail. Fuck that and fuck her too.

I'm too tired to make friends right now. To really socialize and be "on"

I just wanna be the fuck real.