A little more TMI PICS in 2014

June 3, 2014, 2:35 a.m.
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I'm post Plan-B now. Bleeding ...for whatever reason. Did any of you folks who said you took it, bleed after? Like a week after...? Its like a full on period, but darker? Mostly brown... Its almost like its implantation bleeding, which would mean I'm pregnant. Which is not the idea lol. I've been terrified ever since. I mean, I've calmed down and I'm not sitting around crying anymore, but its that little thing in the back of your mind just ticking away...

I hope this is just an early start to my period!

Chris and I have been ok since that happened. I mean, not "great" but not "horrible" either. I think we are just kind of coasting. I know I want to leave him. I don't see him in my future but here we are, making the best of it for now. It is, what it is.

We went to the city AGAIN this weekend. Thats 3 weekends in a row lol. Chris sold our tent trailer. We bought it like 3 years ago? Barely use it because well, its a tent trailer. We went to look at bigger ones. We've (he has, I'm not buying anything with him right now) decided on the White Hawk, 29 foot travel trailer. Its got bunks at the back for the kids and a queen sized at the front. I don't have pics of it... right now, but I will :)

We've always loved camping. And just because we are on the outs, doesn't mean we are going to wreck the kids summer and be all pouty. Nope. We are going to camp, we are going to have fun, do things as a family and sometimes not. Like last night Chris took the kids fishing, which is great. We DO need to spend more time with them separately, thats for sure.

I know my life is confusing lol... But thats why I have this place, to get all my thoughts etc out. As of right now, no, we aren't separated, we aren't divorced. But also as of right now, I know that its in the future.

We are all suffering from a little head cold at the moment as well! Argh.

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