People in Help Me Please

You know that saying that goes “The more people I meet the more I like my dog or cat”? Well there are people like that everywhere you go even on the internet at the same places you frequent. I have just blocked someone who kept telling me I am toxic and he never did explain why. he would write his entries and then I would comment on something he wrote and he would tell me he didn’t want or need any of my thoughts. And then told me I am toxic. Then I asked him why write about stuff you want no comments to? And then don’t write about it it’s just that simple.
A perfect example is he locked his keys in his car and I asked him if he had road side emergency and he told me he had no idea what I was talking about. So I told him look at the tittle of this. And that is when i realized he either is an idiot or forgets or just thinks I am an idiot for asking a question. But either way I do know me and others know me and I am much better then I was years ago. I was smart enough to get the help I needed to so could change my ways and some of my thinking and the people around me say I am much better.
I think this guy needs to find better people who can help him because it seems to me that all of his relationships were and are toxic and that is why he is the way he is. He also seems to be very selfish and never in my experience knowing him ever says nice things about anyone or even says positive things about his weight lifting. I saw a picture of him and he really doesn’t look all that great and he looks like a unkept homeless person who doesn’t seem to care about himself.
people have told me that I am a good person and very thoughtful and always thinks of others before I think and do for myself and that is a quality that took years to learn and people seem to like me because of it.
And he never did take the time to read anything I wrote just so he can get to know me and know what is important to me or what I care about. So him saying I am toxic was and is all wrong.
Anyways enough about him he is history and gone…out of sight out of mind.

Onto something else....

My son is coming to stay here for about three days for his birthday and I am really looking forward to it. it will be nice to have someone lese to talk to and ask questions and get the help if I need it. it will be a nice long weekend for all of us. I did get his birthday dinner already and it’s in the fridge and the freezer so it’s all ready to go and be made. I am even thinking about making waffles and cinnamon buns all I need to do with the buns is heat them up and put the icing on them. The only meals I don’t have planned is lunch. I figure everyone can decide then what they want and I will just do it but knowing my son he will tell me to surprise him then it will be liver and beets. (he hates liver and beets) And on Sunday I will be making his birthday cake and on Monday I will be putting the icing on and the candles. I will be making a chocolate fudge cake with chocolate icing so it should be nice and sweet and I even have ice-cream if he wants any.

Onto something else....

Yesterday I wasn’t feeling very well because the day before I decided to eat too much and something really sweet and my body went into shock so I now know not to eat those things. After some time if you stop eating something your body can not tolerate it anymore and it really doesn’t need it to function do I know know to eat no sugar or no salt and that is a good thing. I feel so much better when I eat what my body wants and needs and I don’t feel so full and gross. But today I am feeling much better and I think whatever upset my body is now out of my system and I can go on to the rest of my life. And today I will be finding out what is wrong with me but I have a feeling the tests I had were and are normal or I think the doctor would have said something to me sooner. but still my food not digesting is really starting to worry me and I am thinking that there will be more foods I shouldn’t be eating. But all the foods I do eat I really like them so I will have to find something else that will be more gentle on my insides.

Dinner tonight will be something to do with ground beef not sure what but maybe one of those one dish meals where everything is included so there will be no huge mess to clean up.

Well it’s that time again where I need to stop and start my morning routine.
Do have a great day....
Be Kind, Be calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated March 17, 2022