Drinking? in Help Me Please

I use to drink alcohol like a fish and at the time I would drink all day and all night and then wake up and drink some more. But then that got to be really boring and I couldn’t remember what I did or said. And then I use to drink some when my ex was around and I didn’t like that either because I couldn’t be the kind of mom I wanted to be so I stopped that. And then I met my ex and I drank more. But after a while I stopped that too. Waking up drunk and with a headache had to stop so I did. The last time I got so drunk I couldn’t remember was at my 50th birthday and I haven’t gotten drunk since and in fact I would have one drink a day when I did have my ciders and that was it. But since then I haven’t gotten drunk or woken up drunk so every now and then I will have a drink but then for some reason I don’t. And there is only one beer that I will drink but I don’t because I can’t get just 6 I have to get like 15 of them and they cost more then $20.00 and I think that is a bit much.
I don’t miss drinking and I certainly don’t miss the duskiness and the not remembering or the alcohol induced headaches. And because I don’t drink I don’t gain much weight. I figure if I am going to gain weight I want to have something I can chew and tastes good. Liquids just don’t cut it because they are riddled with calories and things that don’t do much for your body and you feel sick if you drink too much or even almost too much.
So yes I am a very boring drunk and don’t even enjoy it anymore. The thing I always remember about drinking alcohol is that no matter what you drink it’s a 150 calories for each drink and that takes away from your other food and then you don’t eat very well during the day. And then you wonder why you are gaining weight and feeling not that great.

Onto something else....

So it’s Friday and the weekend is just about here. Well for some anyways because the some still have to work tomorrow so their weekend doesn’t start till after work tomorrow. And for me it’s fasting Friday and hubby gets left overs and I also get to go to bed nice and early so I can get enough sleep to wake up at 5:30 AM.
I am starting to think that this fasting once a week is doing my body some good because it cleanse it out and I even lose some weight. But with this issue I am having with my stomach and insides I am wondering if I did irritate something inside of me because the probiotics are starting to work sort of so maybe this is something I will need forever?

Onto something else....

Not much is happening this weekend and Monday is a stat holiday for us. We call it Family Day. It’s kind of a waste because people spend everyday with their family so we really don’t need a day to be called that. But then a day of not working and a long weekend is a good thing to break up the month. Now Canada has a stat holiday every moth so we get 12 long weekends. But it’s really not a long weekend where you can do nothing because there is always something to do and needs doing and we still have to work at getting it done.
And hopefully hubby and I can just stay home and go no where.
Today I need to go get hubby’s prescriptions and then go to the bank but other then that I will be home at a decent time. And I will do the wifely things that need to get done then go have a nap.

Well it’s time for me to stop here....
Do have a great day....
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe, and Behave.

Last updated February 18, 2022