Blues in Current Events

I was pretty thrown off this morning. I woke up late and my whole routine was rushed. I also woke up feeling very down. I paid attention to my thoughts and it would appear that I feel lonely. Not lonely in the romantic sense. I’m not that pathetic, thank god. I just don’t feel understood. I have to suppress so much of my thoughts and opinions from others. When I try to explain anything that I am passionate about, everybody’s eyes gloss over and I lose them. They will complain that I use too many big words. Everything is too high a concept. This is how far from grace and God we are. The truth appears stranger than fiction.

This is what truthers have experienced long before I woke up to everything. Sometimes I am just in awe of them. How did they just cope with all of this in their consciousness?

I also felt down because I made a commitment to my goal about not spending money and then I broke it. I received an unexpected rebate from my car insurance company and I spent that money. I feel like I let myself down. Technically, I didn’t. It was mostly on groceries though. I bought a bunch of stuff that I never buy because of budget restraints.

I don’t have to commit to this mood. I do need to let it run its course. Suppressing it would make things worse. It doesn’t help that my Crime Minister declared martial law and it going to war on his own countrymen. The cable news suicide cult is absolutely in the way of what needs to be done. For now. They have no idea about anything, ever. Trying to discuss anything with them is impossible, they only have talking points from the news. These people are defunct. They are spiritually dead, they have no soul. They support the leader who just paraphrased Hitler. Everything in Canada, regarding the convoy, is about not wanting to be forced to take medicine.

Gas chambers are so 1945, vaccines are so in right now. It’s slow, it’s covert and you get to blame injuries on the patient’s body and any deaths on a virus that has never been proven to exist. Not just corona but any virus. No virus has ever been discovered yet. Their $cience just takes debris from our own bodies and assumes that is foreign from us. None of their science has ever qualified their claim that it is a virus.

I don’t know how dumbed down Terrain Theory needs to be to get people to understand it. If you put something in your body that doesn’t belong there your body will remove it. If you put a lot of what doesn’t belong in your body that doesn’t belong there you body will… remove it. That’s all these symptoms are. They are not the enemy. Even in germ theory it should make sense that you don’t want to suppress symptoms and trap what doesn’t belong there. It will harm you. Immunology and virlogy are a defunct science. Dr. Stefan Lanka keeps taking the air out of that one.

If I could just think about normal things that would be great. No, my obsessive thought of the day is about how our subconscious was hijacked. We literally have a kindergarten view of the world. They bombarded us with cartoons of everything they want us to fundamentally believe when we are adults. Those cartoons get more sophisticated and so do the lies and liars. We trauma bond with the system that hurts us. They can’t physically think anyways. They cannot produce an original thought because they have literal brain damage. They don’t detox or allow their body to detox. We accept the consequences of that as old age. No, we self-harm and doctors kill us slowly. It’s a death cult.

Anyways, I don’t have much going on at this second. I want to work out but I am too tired. I’ll push through it. I drove past a gym last night and got jealous of the people on the treadmills. I want to go for a run but we have snowbanks up to eight feet tall right now. We have so much snow and it will not stop snowing. We are going to have a big flood this year. I am close enough to the river to be concerned.

I don’t want to feel nihilistic but it’s hard right now. I don’t want to consume the cell lines and tissues of babies that were sacrificed for $cience to ward off virus demons, I’m a medical, media & political heretic. A radicalized far-right extremist. Our media is calling the word ‘freedom’ a far-right term, literally. History will not be kind to those who are pro-government right now. Karma will not be kind to those that blindly follow the narratives. They’re building the narrative for AIDS fast and hard. So far they haven’t been shying away from how it is caused by the medical protocol that they call a vaccine. The controlled counter-narrative isn’t at least. There is no science that proves AIDS is caused by an HIV virus but that doesn’t matter to anyone. $cience says. I wonder if these people will be as open about an HIV status the way they are about a con-19 status. We shall see. I will probably be in a re-education camp because I hold unacceptable views. Man, my country is so fucked. Trudeau is desperately trying to protect himself.

In other news, regarding the information warfare that is World War III, the narrative about Russia that they worked hard on just died. The fake news already had no creditability but now they have even less. Russia pulled their troops out. Game over. The fake news is not talking about how Hilary spied on a sitting president. This should have a domino effect, hopefully. All of our leaders in the west need to be locked up. Back in the day, she would hang for this. Trudeau would hang as well for helping the coup. Whatever. I just need to relax up in here. Shake off this mood.