Nearly a week. in The Awesome Chronicles of me.

I am about 60% (on a scale of 1-10 i’d probably be at about 3, my average is 4 /4.5)

This has been harder than kitty 8 years ago. This was my honest to goodness worst nightmare, coming home to a pet that has passed. I fear i’m going to always have that lingering when I am gone for long periods of time. I have cried a few times since then. Once today when I was making dinner cause he used to waddle out and stare intently at me. Heck i’m still having a hard time saying stuff in the past tense when talking about him. This house is so quiet without him. Macaroni is feeling sad too I know it, he has had it rough. He misses his brofur. I know he does. I see him looking for him and meowing a lot more. Hopefully tomorrow I’m picking up his remains and they are gonna go right next to kitty. But honestly this is rough. It also doesn’t help I do not deal with death well. I never have.

I am gonna order a small black wrist band on amazon or find one at dicks sporting goods, find a little bow tie and find something for whiskers and i’ll wear it as a memorial armband. I have a memorial piece for kitty, and this will be a memorial piece for Boots. I’ve also kind of retired for now (or permanently) saying the term for footwear. It sounds silly but that is how i feel, I don’t want to link my footwear with him.

So yeah I’m still numb. I’ll probably be numb for another week or two.

No i’m not ok.

Hopefully the pack will win saturday.. but then I wouldn’t be able to celebrate with boots.

yep.

Toodles.
Me.