I Look... in Him

I woke up this morning, you in my head
Dreaming of a trip we’ve never been on
Us lying on a bed
And I told you, showed you my heart

I shared my insecurity, about not being enough
I think of how you treat me and why I fell in love
And then I shed tears, shared fears
I look for you in them

See, I don’t think, even if I could, I could ever have you
Not outside of our normal parameters
You are you and you’re not set to rules
My insecurity would always be
But I love you, I’m in love with you
But our love, even deeper and transcending, is not ideal
But you are my one

No one like you
Probably is, so I look for you in them
I need to see you in them
You will always have me if
I can’t see you in them

And I’ll always be waiting and alone
Because you can’t be found in them while my reality is that I only have a piece of you