Fascination with People (Draft) in The Beginning

By nature, I am a quiet person. People would ask me why I’m quiet and I would never have an answer. Who can have an answer for something that is designed by nature? But, after years of thinking I have an answer (one that atleast satisfies me). I am fascinated by people. How people can wake up everyday and go on with their lives. How people can live such mundane or explosive lives. How people of the past lived and how people of the future might live.
When people open up to me and speak of their fears, lovers, happiness and all that is human emotion; I listen intensely.
There is something in my mind that is so fascinated in knowing life. I guess I am quiet simply because I’m observing myself and my surronderings (whether physical or subconscious).

(I am also sorry that I don’t post on here more regularly. My mind is a desert with only the occasional drop of rain to drown the soil. I really do wish I wrote on here more, I just need to be more comfortable with doing so. I also apologize for the lack of depth in this post as for my mind cannot think of how to say this quite right. Think of this post as a rough draft of sorts. Later down the road I will be able to communicate what I want to say. It is hard to put into words something so deep in the subconscious. )