Win in Current Events

I went into work with my anxiety sky high yesterday and my day got pretty interesting. On my first break, our HR rep came out of her office to tell me that I had just won a TV from our twelve days of Christmas draw. It was the grand prize. I was just thinking about how I wanted a decent size TV for my bedroom and then just like that, it happens. It’s a smart TV so I can get all my streaming services on it which is perfect. I will eventually bring my Playstation into my room but I’m not in a rush. Honestly, I want to buy myself a new gaming console altogether. That can be for the living room TV. I’m not in a rush for that also. Maybe I can manifest that one? lol. My mother got me a Firestick which will let me get the streaming services that my PS3 cannot support. She helped me “manifest” that one.

Linda had to rush out yesterday to be with her mother. Her stepfather, that her mother divorced a long time ago, was found dead in his apartment. She didn’t know how her mother would take the news so she rushed home. My shift was pretty lonely. Just as I was getting ready to leave and ask about who I can talk to about the TV, some kid pulled the fire alarm. We had to evacuate. I clocked out and grabbed my shit and just left. It was time to do so anyway. I wasn’t supposed to do that but nobody knew what to do yet so I ducked out while I could.

I went to the grocery store by my place and it was a gong show. I didn’t understand why it was crazy insane. I was so pissed. I hate that Toni just doesn’t have this on her plate. The majority of the produce that they had was rotting which pissed me off some more. I went to the grocery store next to my work today to finish shopping and everything was cool, calm and stocked up. Nothing was rotting. My appetite is back, officially, so I stocked up.

So I set up my TV in my room today. I have dough rising so I can make a pizza. I did not get a good sleep last night. I drank a tall glass of water before bed and woke up at 1 in the morning and failed to fall back asleep. I am fighting to stay awake so I can go out like a light tonight. I don’t usually struggle to sleep. I’ll try and do a leg workout shortly.

My anxiety did calm down a lot after our HR handed out rapid test kits to all of us. I overheard her explain to someone that they don’t have to use them if they don’t want to. I thought it was compulsory and it’s not. I was feeling like this isn’t my body anymore with this shit. I was also ready to challenge it because it is not in their policies and not in our contracts to give them this level of access to our bodies.

Anyways, I am so sick of hearing about con-19 yet I can’t stop looking into it myself. It really does feel like they are winding it down but I don’t want to get my hopes up. They are backtracking and proving conspiracy theorists right, yet again. Now they are open that the numbers are inflated, that people are being hospitalized “with” con-19 and not “from” con-19, the PCR test cannot determine anything, and a bunch of other stuff. Everybody in the break room keeps talking about their boosters. What are boosters? Just the same products that failed the last two times. Third times a charm? Ha, Israel is four shots in and now has COVAIDS and also people who allegedly have both the flu and con-19. SaFe and EfFeCtIvE. Whatever, over it!

Moving on with my evening now.