Dec 28 2021 in Journal 2021

I’m gonna turn on Spotify pretty soon and listen to some of woo!ah!’s album but I was restless today, I needed to get an entry out. That fire to write has returned and honestly, I kind of have a hope that someday, somehow in 2030 or 2060 someone writes a post on some blog or subreddit or makes a video about my journals and speculates whether they are real or fictional or dramatized are certain points.

And then they’d find me if I was still present in this universe somehow, interview me and ask me how much affected me and if I have grown or had children or gotten married or whatever since now. And I will say, yeah everything is real that I wrote but it was too real for the people involved, including myself. I think that would be the highlight of middle-aged me’s life if I don’t do much after college. But anyway, that’s not what I wanted to get out.

I watched a movie today, it’s called don’t look up and it’s on Netflix. I enjoyed it as much just how I enjoyed NWH and the old guard, which needs a sequel now. I think it was pretty realistic in a lot of ways surprisingly seeing how people reacted to Covid from 2019 to the present day, near 2022. I thought it was enjoyable though everyone else here seemed to find it boring, stupid, and annoying which was mildly infuriating to say the most. But anyway besides that I made cookies a few days ago that turned out bomb even though some of the eggs were cooked inside some of the cookies and I am looking for a obygn or gynecologist again for my horrible period cramps so wish me luck.