Looks like its raman for Christmas in Bittersweet

I had to pay the registration on my truck. T is being a royal dick today seeing he dropped 3 dozen eggs on the floor and had to clean up his mess. So hes shouting about not having enough money for bills and wanting to know the exact amounts of my paychecks to pay bills.
I got on and paid my car registration which is 1K a year. Fucking bullshit. Im actually not thrilled with telling him how much my paychecks are. For one, hes not making my car payments, so he should have an extra 600 bucks now. Im paying them from my paychecks. and 2 he spends money on shit all the time. And its not really cool to not let me spend a bit of money myself too. He literally makes 2 times what i may a paycheck. Honestly i make a third of what he does. So it really frustrates me that I wont be able to put money into my savings account or really do any kind of splurging if hes wanting me to buy shit.
We went to the store and he immediately says you got this one right? Um no, I didnt get paid. So he got pissy we couldent buy any steak. Hes like after you get paid we will come back. Um STILL, I paid out of my 1K check, 970 dollars for my car registration. I have 300 in my savings right now which I moved over so I have gas money, because i WILL need gas at least once between now and my next paycheck.
We do have a lot of bills and he pays them. And its not like im complaining about paying bills. But I can buy food instead and at least I know what the money is going for. Hes very secretive about shit. All the accounts are now separate after having joint for what, 18 years. We move here and now they are separate accounts. I pay my credit card bills. He pays his. He talks shit about this joint credit card we have. Which I havent used OR carried the card for YEARS. Like im causing money troubles. I literally spend money at the dollar store. I still have to buy a few gifts for gift exchanges. The school classes decided they were doing one and told us to bring a gift for a male or female ( one of each, for those two kids) Plus the teen I signed up to give a swap gift fore. So Thats my weekend. I do have like 100 bucks stashed in cash. But ive been trying not to spend it. I managed to order two pretty big christmas gifts online using afterpay or klarna or something. So I can pay every 2 weeks on them. Which is more manageable because frankly that registration KILLED me.
So yeah, dont judge me, we are having Raman for the rest of the month lol. But hey the bills are paid right!