Mundane in Current Events

Things are a little melancholy at work since Wednesday. Every month we have to watch a segment about safety and this one opened with some pretty sad news. Two employees from locations in America died while on the job within a couple of weeks doing everyday things. Something fell one of them in a truck and a skid of decking fell on another while he was bringing it down with a reach truck. They were both so young. A lot of us recognized the gaslighting that it was all their fault for not being focused enough.

There are a lot of systemic issues regarding safety at my location. I couldn’t help myself, I walked around the store and looked for safety hazards. I found about twenty beams without safety bolts. I reported one handful to Esan who e-mailed everybody to let them know so it can be corrected overnight. We have a ladder deficit and can’t even reach those right now. That’s a whole other issue. They put problems off until it blows up in our face. Ladders we can safely use are one of them. I had locked so many of them out, which pisses people off but they understand once they calm down. I wrote two more lists of them and handed them to the new ASM and he wouldn’t look at it, he didn’t know what to do with it and I had to explain to him what Esan had urgently done and he told me to just throw in the bin. That was disappointing and it pissed everybody off who was helping me. We already feel like their commitment to our safety is the last thing they want to do. They only do safety on paper, not in practice.

I am on the safety committee, I wasn’t invited to the last two but I sat in on yesterday. The store manager was giving me death glares after. I create work for them to do but mostly they commit to the belief that unreported hazards means we are safe. Every time I say something it turns into an argument but I don’t let it slide. They didn’t even do a walk to inspect the store after the last meeting. Again with this one. The leader of the meeting will just casually look around at some point this month. He won’t let anything touch his paper. I’ll do my own and report every tiny thing.

Other than that work is going pretty great. My shifts are dwindling, I am part-time but have been full-time because I pick up everything. I make it a point to be reliable. I am burnt out so I am enjoying the extra days off. I have three checks this month so I’m not going to stress about my finances. Even with my part-time hours, I can make ends meet.

I was talking with my mother the other day about my relationship with spending. It’s almost like I am panic buying and then I’m leaving myself broke between paydays. I recognized while speaking with her that this was a habit from last year when I wasn’t an essential worker and lost everything during the transfer of wealth. I am getting everything while I can, so to speak, because I don’t know when I will be able to again. The majority of what I purchase is not a rush but I feel like I don’t know when I will have money again. Of course, this anxiety is currently fueled by the existential dread about this entire pandemic hoax.

I’m a medical and media heretic, we know that. There is no such thing as a virus and anybody can discover that themselves easily but they’re in a cult. Tantrums and ad hominem attacks are what they try to pass off as legitimate forms of argument. They’re just trying to confirm their own bias by auto-inflating their own fragile egos. It’s menacing to watch but I have been on their side of the truth so I am calm when I interact with them. Feelings just aren’t facts. These people are making shitty choices because of their shitty sensemaking and will always commit to the propaganda because they don’t have the courage to question things because they are in a cult. They don’t want to be ostracized and cast out of society for being a heretic, they call heathens conspiracy theorists this time around. Blasphemy is now called dangerous misinformation. There is nothing new under the sun, big pharma is the new religion we are being herded into with this vaccine inquisition. It’s all priestcraft and superstition. The mistake we are all making is assuming that everybody with underlying conditions is a victim. They are not, they suck at life and health and ignore their responsibility to be intelligent. We don’t have the self-respect and love to protect ourselves from toxemia and manage our deficiencies. These priest practitioners are robbing us of all of our health and farming us for capital.

Germ theory is a business model. Suppressing symptoms creates chronic disease. I can go on and on and we all know that I will. These media and medical cultists will always eat the propaganda up. Just call it $cience and they’ll be fully convinced. Heaven forbid we teach ourselves how to read medical literature on our own and inform ourselves without the cable news. I think censorship is doing a good job at creating distance between those who know what is going on. without censorship, this medical tyranny would not get to live this long. We can feel it in the air that we are in the eye of the storm. They’re out of plot. The propaganda is sloppy. The con-19 responses are sloppy, they have zero logic and reason in them. Anyone with aluminum-free brain cells to rub together can see that flu shots caused con-19 in 2020, the vaccines created the delta, the boosters created the Omnicron. The case count is built with a fraudulent PCR, the FDA already ruled it as such. They cannot test for a variant, they just assume it is a variant because fully vaccinated people are getting sick. Of course, there will never be such a thing as a fully vaccinated person in this new normal. The real science holds up, these people are detoxing the poisons and because of their superstitious beliefs about viral possession, they think it is a virus. It’s just a detox crisis and the symptoms are not the enemy.

The enemy plays both sides, if we are still playing germ theory then we are participating in the psyop and cult. We don’t have an immune system we have a sophisticated detoxification system that will work if we just get out of the way. The flu shot is exactly what it is, it will give you the flu. A detox is exactly that, flu symptoms. Antibodies are exactly what the name says, they’re anti-body. What these virologists do is scoop up debris in sites where the body chose to detox from and they build a virus on a computer. That debris is our body. It’s broken cells, proteins that our bodies built to help break down toxic waste. Proteins that our bodies built to help repair and remember. Pleomorphic cells that change shape to help remove toxic waste. This science was qualified. Just this April, Dr. Stefan Lanka, replicated disease and damage to cell-lines by just changing the environment. Tantrums and ad hominem attacks will not change the fact that germ theory has yet to isolate a virus, that germ theory has yet to replicate disease with the artifacts they call a virus. Their $cience cannot answer basic questions like:
How do these germs live outside the body?
What do they eat?
How do they remove waste?
How do they reproduce?
What mechanisms do they use exactly to kill the host they are dependent on?

There are no answers, virology is just the new demonology. It’s all superstition. We poison ourselves. Whenever we express illness we think it is viral possession because of our brainwash and then the priest practitioners suppress systems which is a direct assault on the body. That waste then gets stored in joints, fat cells, and bones until the liver can reroute it which will convince another fundamentalist that it is a brand new virus demon where they will suppress symptoms again. The toxic waste will start storing in random deposits where it will start to rot and kill the tissue. Then a fungus will come to eat the dead tissue as it does everywhere else in nature and that is our cancer. Heavy metals will sink and lighter metals will rise. Organs will become so toxic that the body will start to sacrifice them, that is our autoimmune disorders. Thyroid and pancreas for example. Metals in the brain will obviously damage the brain. These things are pure evil. The medical priests have a knowledge deficit about them. They only know the theology that it creates guardian angel antibodies to protect you… How many times are they going to call it SIDS before they wake up? Doctors figure it out or pretend not to figure it out. They will not look at anything outside their medical bible. They will not look at living blood. Will not research alternative medical practices. They do their own gaslighting. This is all designed to create symptoms so we big pharma can sell us toxic petro-potions and barbaric treatments. Anti-vaxxers are medical heretics, they reject their pseudoscience and their medical messiahs. Contagion is a myth and germ theory is just a baseless theory. Germs do not cause disease.

Anyway, I have to get that off my chest. I also have to be repetitious about it because that is part of my learning process. Exactly the way my birth chart says it is. That thing is so creepy because it’s so accurate.

Brenda offered me a 4ft Christmas tree. When she asked if I wanted it I explained that I do not but my roommate would. Toni was saying that she wanted one but wouldn’t spend more than $20 on one. Unrealistic expectations on that pricing but I scored her a free one. It made her day. She immediately got high and spent hours fluffing that tree. Yesterday she put lights on it. She is going to craft some decorations herself. She has a cute little project for herself. I’m glad to see it.

The cat Toni is catsitting is gaining weight. He was so thin when we got him. I’m convinced that the previous people who were watching him weren’t feeding him or not feeding him correctly. We are doing nothing to make him gain weight, just feeding him normal cat food and portions. I noticed shortly after we received him that his legs might be injured. He was just at the vet and they squeezed the shit out of him, literally. He was half shaven and looked awful and then had to be brought to a new place. The trauma of it all for the little guy. It was obvious the other day that his legs were not well. He was collapsing, not moving, and crying. Literally crying, he was hiding in the corner with tears in his eyes whimpering. We were trying to understand why and we were getting stressed about it. She called Bob, the owner that is working out of town, and he tells us something that would have been good to know. His old cat, Scaly, that we are watching has arthritis. It was acting up that day. I want to say that Scaly is back to normal but he’s doing better than that. He is gaining weight, he is gaining energy and he is finally a regular old bratty cat. When his arthritis acts up we will just be very accommodating for him.

Anyway, I am off today. So is Toni. It’s usually her day to be alone but I crashed it. I’ll run my errands today. Tomorrow I am going with Bev to some witchcraft store. I’m just keeping an eye out for eucalyptus, lavender, and sage. If anything else catches my eye I’ll know if it was meant to be.