5.21.14 in Someone Always Has it Worse

I couldn't come up with a title today...I am tired. Evie was up every hour on the hour last night.

I attempted to take her to the play group in Felton today, but she only lasted about half an hour before she hit full on melt down mode.

I had to go to the grocery store on my way home and thankfully she behaved rather well there.

Once we got home I attempted to feed her lunch, but she had a major melt down again, and so I just put her down for her nap (2 hours early, ughh).

ANYWAY...

I hate complaining (like I did in my last entry), because even though I'm in lots of physical pain I am once again reminded of how much REAL pain other people around me are facing.

A dear fave miscarried and my heart is just absolutely aching to my core for her.

Then a long time friend from high school has lost his dog. I know many people see dogs as just "pets" but those of us who are true animal lovers, know that is not the truth.

Pets are family. Losing a pet is like losing a family member. I will be absolutely devastated and inconsolable the day my girls cross the bridge. Just thinking about that already breaks my heart.

So while I was throwing myself a pity party last night due to my physical pain, others were enduring both physical and mental pain (in my opinion mental pain is farrr worse than physical).

I showed Eric my hands last night and he said "you've probably been cleaning too much." Umm yeah, that's it...I told him "Actually I've been cleaning less than I usually do because of hands and feet."

He didn't really have much else to say, but I could tell he doesn't want to spend the money on me going back to the doctor...So I won't. We have a lot of upcoming expenses (and have spent wayyy more than we wanted to this past month)...So for now I just silently wait.

Sending out love, light, prayers, and overall positive vibes to the Universe. Stay safe and well my friends.