I'm Not Bitter, Just Unsweetened in Current Events

I was hoping to wake up in a better mood than what I was feeling when I went to bed, I did not. My first thought of the day was about how irrevocably out of touch the majority of Gen X is. They failed to modernize and they failed to learn how to become digitally literate enough to inform themselves. They have no power of discernment. Sensemaking is not intrinsic, it is developable. A skill we need to build. These are people that use fact-checkers and watch the news and try to pass that off as a legitimate form of discernment. They just throw narcissist tantrums when you challenge their narratives because they are absolutely in a cult. I’m a media heretic to them. People like me are a threat to their status quo. They want to go back to normal because that was a system that was serving them. Those who woke up out of that trance do not want to go back to normal because it was not working. We especially do not want this new normal that our politicians are building.

They are the generation that hates children. That is their legacy. We are using children as shields to protect this generation that failed their own health against something that is not even representative of reality. Viral possession is not a thing. We adopted a Nuremberg code and built laws around it to protect ourselves from people like them. Bill Gates is the new Josef Mengele but the Big Pharma funded news presents him as some nice old man trying to help. He has Big Bird on his side now which is exactly the level of intellect these people have. $cience says to wear a mask. $cience says get a jab. Ask to see the science. Uh-oh! They didn’t say $cience says.

I just want to serve God and the truth. That’s it. The revolution we need is only one that can be internalized. Everybody is identifying with things that exist only in our concepts. They are cognitively hijacked and too indentured in this system to see it. I want to try and help flip all of the paradigms that we need to flip but those cleaving to the fictions are in the way. They’re afraid of the truth and it’s just frustrating. We’re really not evolved enough to push through a little cognitive dissonance? We’re really so void of self-love and self-respect that we can’t even push through a little social conditioning? These people want us all to join all of their cults. Their media religion, their medical religion, and even their religion religions. Just do what they say and everything will be ok. I’m just an absolute heretic, a deplorable. Truth sayers always are. I need to find people out there like me who are on this side of the narrative because it’s really starting to feel like I’m in a LARP (live action role play). It’s draining and I’m exhausted trying to save face with these cognitively hijacked collectivists.

Even people on this side of the narrative are in their own cults. The Q-anons for starters. They think the great awakening is everybody accepting Trump as their messiah. Controlled opposition much? These people are demented. I did get caught up when I learned about it. Trump is one of them, it’s obvious. His job was to flush out the nationalists because communists have a love for lists of their opposition. I could be wrong but the enemy plays both sides. These anons believe that JFK Junior is alive, that princess Diana is alive, as well as Michael Jackson. The further we bank left as a society the closer we are to the plan, the anons believe. Devolution they call it.

It’s sad to watch America fall so hard and fast. This Kyle Rittenhouse trial is about taking away the right to defend oneself against armed hostiles that the government supports. People need to become radicalized about their liberties real quick because we all have radicalized terrorists running our countries who are working hard to create societies that no longer have rights, just privileges that can be taken away. The vaccinated don’t think they have to care because they complied but it won’t be long before it is turned on them. There is no limit to what the government can do if we accept this medical tyranny. Who will they segregate next? Polluters? White people for being born into WhItE sUpReMaCy? Blah.

There are some not subscribed to Q that believe that Trump is a transgendered man that used to be Elvis. They all make my head hurt but I polarize with them anyway to try and breadcrumb. I really should just create my own presence. It would mostly be philosophy. I’m a product of the times and I am trying to make sense of the world around me. I don’t want to add truth, per see, just live in it. There are plenty out there already showing us what the world really is. I’ll add value in my own way.

I am aiming to have a better day. I’m just going to impatiently wait for Toni to leave for work so I can be alone. I don’t want to be mindful of anyone around me. I’m just the opposite of someone that feels lonely, I feel crowded and smothered if I don’t get any real solitude for too long. I need to work on my focus today and do things for myself. I’ve just been a servant and a supply chain here at home. I just have too much to do which is creating dread. First-world problems. I’m going to try and fast today. I also bought the correct coffee for coffee enemas so I’m going to give that a go also. I’m hoping that I don’t just end up crashing in bed and use up all of my time alone just laying there in peace in quiet.

Anyways, three more hours until I get to shut the world completely out for a bit. Then I can peacefully develop some kind of direction for myself.

Last updated November 15, 2021