Can't Help Falling in Current Events

Do you ever just look at someone and wonder what is going on inside their head?

I cannonballed down the rabbit hole, as we know. I hit the bottom and found what felt like I was looking for my whole life. On that journey, I shifted to completely new paradigms. When one shifts from one paradigm to another the previous one has to die. The old belief structures die and you go through all the stages of grief until you come to acceptance. Denial, bargaining, anger, sadness etc. I’m still capable of the old thinking because those paradigms are not separate from me, I carry them like a memory. I carry my old self as memory also. I have a lot of introspection which is not an innate ability, it is developabable. It’s a great tool to have because it gives me a lot of innerstanding.

I see all of humanity as composite characters in my mind. Empaths and narcissists are both born out of darkness. The pathological narcissist chose a different path than I did but narcissism is not separate from me nor is it separate from anyone. It’s a tool. The narcissist has deficient bonding and dysfunctional attachment issues that will never be corrected. Their signature trait is that they have no object constancy. Long story short, avatars are created in their heads that they out-picture. Empaths do the same thing, at least I do. However, I can shuffle the avatar that plays the role of myself with somebody else and experience what I imagine they would experience. I can only experience myself, my own mind and my own body but with this ability to replace myself with another, cognitively, I will experience someone else. So to speak. I’ll feel their pain, I will experience their thinking etc. At least, what I imagine it to be. It’s hard to word what that experience is exactly.

I have created composite characters to process the rest of humanity. It’s constantly evolving and changing. I have a weird relationship with my fellow man for myself. I see all of our potentials and I experience a lot of disappointment in one breath and then a lot of hope in the other. We deserve better. We can do better. We out-picture everything, we are a universe unto ourselves and the world is so broken because we are all so broken.

In the esoteric sciences that I am studying, we are all God experiencing himself and I am trying to transcend the concept of me and other. The word of God is Astro logos, astrology and we are the word made flesh. I can see now that our author is the cosmos. Like, I was just watching Candance Owens, her pretty round eyes were given to her by her ruling planet Venus, she is a Taurus. Toni, my roommate, has the same round pretty eyes. She is also a Taurus. I am a Capricorn, my ruling planet is Saturn which gives the best gifts. However, it also comes with some of the worst ones. Taurus and Capricorn are earth signs. This spiritual jargon is not palatable to us. Present it as something practical and down to earth, please. I do not like the word spiritual because it implies unknowing and once you discover the word of god, our heritage is what is at the bottom of the rabbit hole, there is no more unknowing. It’s all pure science. I just use the word spiritual to describe the world of the unseen.

That science replaced the Jesuit sciences that were designed to take us all away from God. From our true nature. I never thought I would be on this side of the fence. Matter is no longer material in my consciousness. It is mind, it is light, it is magnetism. Torus fields with red-shift blue-shift are all that is. This does not work on a globe. Earth is stationary and flat. The solar system is geocentric. We live on a plane-net. The wandering luminaries are just that, luminous. The pesky conspiracy theorists have unbaked everything NASA. The globe is idol worship. The question nobody asks is why. Why the 500-year-old psyop? The stationary, geocentric model of the earth proves God is real.

We are all a universe connected by love, oneness. Love is oneness. We cannot expand so God gave us theatre, the aether. We come here to expand. We can bridge our consciousness to the cosmos. We are multidimensional beings, we exist in counter-space and in here. Our thoughts and emotions are in counter-space as well as here. In a captured essence, we are all sharing a dream. We are here to wake up inside of it. Literally, everything is backwards once you start taking the truths back. We are in the upside down those trying to turn it right-side up are heretics to those too indentured in the fictions. Our ancient information was stolen from us, this was the biggest crime committed against us. We did it to ourselves of course. Our entire heritage was stolen from us all to keep us away from nature, which is God. Everything is preprogrammed. These are high concepts that I haven’t fully digested yet so that I can make it more palatable and down to earth.

The Christians used to teach the Bible correctly. The temples and cathedrals of old are dripping in astrology. The Vatican was hijacked and subverted to re-legion us all to idol worship. It is happening again through this vaccine inquisition. We are being re-legioned to scientism. Big Pharma is the new religion we are being herded into. Germs don’t cause disease, I rant about this all of the time. It’s all superstition, mainstream healthcare is a repurposed system of priestcraft and once you shift from Germ Theory, which is baseless, to Terrain Theory which is based it becomes crystal clear what healthcare is. I digress, the Holy Bible (whole book -60 books) is hiding the true meanings. This was by design. They knew how to read the word of God, they knew this was coming. They hid it for this moment in time. We just entered the Age of Aquarius and this information is finding those who are meant to have it. It will resonate. Those hidden teachings can restore all of our cultures, which we need only plug back into the stars.

I see how the truth is hidden in plain sight. It has to. We are God-men, we are weapons of mass creation and we are being used as batteries to bring their fictions to life. The enemy needs us to polarize with the truth to bring the lies to life. It’s black magic, they hide symbols to use them like magic runes to communicate with the higher self. They use english like plexiglass to hide the truth in their also, so we cast spells. Spelling and broadcasting. Plane-net, re-legion, pharmacy, pill*, anti-body to name a few. It’s everywhere but we are stuck in our root chakras, by design. They use black magic to keep us there. Rothchild translates to red shield. We have been in a spiritual war for thousands of years against ancient families that want to steal our inheritance from God.

I can see humanity waking up. The memories of our ancestors exist in our DNA. I can see people being drawn to Druidism, paganism, Gnosticism, Wicca, and all of the tabu sciences which are presented as the devil. They’re finding their own way which is exactly what we are here to do. The Shamans of the times are waking up, the Guru’s, the priests, the witches etc. Everything is magnetism, magic. We can manipulate it with our own consciousness. Magnetism radiates. I can only grasp the gist of that but I can see it returning. Tarot, astrology, witchcraft, shamanism etc. The feminine is coming back. Of course, there will always be contrast. There is no light without dark, etc. This great awakening is what the enemy is trying to stop. Our crown chakras, the corona chakras, are being activated. We start living consciously again and we are consenting to stop it. The corona-virus, this is a war on consciousness.

I’m only thinking about all of this because of a performance I came across last night. This young woman in Russia, Diana Ankudinova, can use her voice to resonate with your soul. It’s raw power. It gave me chills, it made me cry. It woke something up inside of me. The coaches and judges were just in awe of her. She wakes up the soul and stirs up our insides. Brings you into the eternal now, the whole world just melts away and it’s just you and her voice. Maybe this isn’t a sphere of influence that can touch everybody, we all have our own paths but I can feel her raw power.

Women, womb-men, are a direct link to source. They are raw power. I can see how the counterfeit Christians will see her as a witch. All of her performances feel tribal, they’re so beautiful but it’s very occult which is misunderstood. The counterfeit Christianity is the old paradigm that is dying, its followers will still cleave to it and still demand the cultural genocide of us all. The occult sciences are neutral, they’re not good or bad. The Holy Bible is dripping in it but those too indentured in the counterfeit teachings will not have the eyes to see it. The banksters that rule the world use it against us and take it and us to a dark place. I do not have the requisite words, like the judges here, to describe her voice and what we witnessed. I just imagine what the Shamans, Guru’s, Priests of old were doing with their songs and dance to touch our souls to make them resonate and expand.

Feminine, that’s the only word I can think of that comes to mind. What she wakes up inside of me is the feminine. The feminine is what returns. The masculine is physical, it’s materialistic and restrictive. The feminine cannot be touched, it’s spiritual and it radiates. Feminine is creation. Masculinity is a fragile thing, as we all know. It’s the feminine principle of God that the banksters are constantly trying to conquer to make the masculine stronger. It does not radiate. It’s electricity, the feminine is magnetism. We can become a point of singularity by combining the two. That is the allegory of the Christ. Blah blah blah. I need to get on with my day, I’m just in awe of this young lady and he way of the voice. She released a track a few days ago. It’s gorgeous. The lyrics are gorgeous also.