Should do the Should's today in Current Events

My shifts are dropping to what they are supposed to be. I’ve got a part-time position but I have been working full-time hours for months. I have been panic shopping, so to speak, to get what I can for myself, the apartment and my car. I will be okay but I feel a little nervous about my paydays. On the other hand, I have been wanting that time off. I don’t want my whole life to be defined by my job again. Especially one that is not intended to be my forever job. I made that mistake with the restaurant I ran for 13 years. I needed it to quit me.

The plan was to go back to school and start my journey of getting a degree in naturopathic healing, biochemical engineering and life coaching but that’s not exactly easy to do right now when you are a medical and media heretic.

I want to be a guide for people and give them knowledge and resources to actually heal themselves. I don’t want to participate in this medical priestcraft that we call healthcare. Germs don’t cause disease and I am tired of pretending that they do. Mainstream healthcare is a religion of $cientism. Through this vaccine inquisition, we are being religioned, again. My people were not the first victims of radicalized priestcraft but this is not all of our first times. The writing is on the wall.

This is a radical religion that worships $cience and big pharma. It’s 2021 and we are still a society that cannibalizes babies for protection against possession, viral possession. It’s all built on superstition. Germ theory is enticing for people because it allows them to play the role they all feel born to play, the victim. They are not. Only children are. The hospitals are rife with people who do not love themselves. They do not have the self-respect to protect themselves from toxemia and deficiencies. We all have a responsibility to be intelligent but this medical cult has accepted their medical priests as points of authority that you do not question. If you can’t question the $cience then you don’t have science you have a dogma. They don’t want you to question the science because they do not have the science. There is no isolated virus of any kind. There is no Nobel prize winner that recreated disease by infecting healthy people with germs from a sick person. Every study that attempted to do that failed miserably.

These doctor priests are just sophisticated drug dealers. Terrain doctors have the science and they have the truth on their side. Just this April Dr. Stefan Lanka recreated damage that was always believed to be done by evil viral spirits by just exposing the terrain to toxic environments. It is just ridiculous that these education facilities that teach terrain theory are requiring proof of vaccination right now. Whatever, this too shall pass.

In the multiverse theory, every universe has its own set of laws. Ours is karma. What we put out there we get back x3. To serve God, you need only serve others. Then it comes back to you. Always put good intentions out there and do everything from a place of love. Then you get it back x3. So they say. I’m only thinking of this because when I am in the breakroom at work there are always conversations about how the anti-vaxxers should be denied all healthcare and be rounded up and put into camps. Now we have healthcare workers leaving in the thousands. The healthcare system is leaving the pro-vaxers and they’re the ones who will be going without. They will have trouble getting any treatments they might want if they become vaccine injured. Where are they going to go? Probably some camp run by the military. We will see. At the end of the day, the vaccinated and unvaccinated will always have this one thing in common… both will never be fully vaccinated. The alleged woman in charge of health in Canada is already talking about needing a third shot to be considered fully vaccinated. Cute.

Anti-vaxxers are the new antichrists, they are anti-$cience. These are the heathens and heretics to that death cult. Of course, not everyone that is called an anti-vaxxer is an actual anti-vaxxer like myself. Some are just rational intellectuals that do not want to be coerced into a genetic, medical experiment. There is no data and they have enough intelligence to be hesitant. There is no data on if it will affect any other medications or affect any other underlying conditions. Some individuals were injured by the first shot and do not want the second. Some, like myself, witnessed an adverse reaction from a loved one and saw the risks that they say are worth it. Those who do not want the third shot are going to be called radicalized far-right extremist anti-vaxxers also.

I digressed, as usual. I’m just a product of the times man. I want to fill that time, which would have been for schooling, with a second job. I’ll still research and study it in my free time whenever I feel like it because it turns out to be a passion. I haven’t been trying hard enough to find a second job. Honestly, I am procrastinating. I have a starting ritual and there are just things I like to do when I am home alone. Just be in peace and quiet without having to be conscious of another presence. I love Toni but it’s not easy for me that she is always around. Probably for her also, with me always around. We have the same shift structures and Sunday is the one day of the week where I get to be alone. I should do all of my should’s but I always end up just laying in bed not having to care about anything. Today I will push myself. Procrastination is just a way of me trying to feel in control, it means that I am not in control. My fear is. I also need to work on my ability to focus. I am getting myself stuck in the toxic mindset of needing to feel like doing what needs to be done. This is something I see in Toni and it makes me so frustrated because I can see that she is still just a child that turned me into her parent but I also recognize that it makes me feel some type of way because I am projecting my own patheticness… I’m going to be a very unpalatable life coach by the way. So explain to me why you are so entitled to be a disappointment to yourself and a burden to society? I don’t have patience for people who are fully committed to being a victim their whole life. They can do better and they deserve better. They’re just afraid of the truth. This one right here: