Moon Day in Current Events

I was invited to Bev’s to spend time with her family to celebrate her son’s birthday. He turns 7, I believe? I still have a rocky relationship with plans. Always on the day that I committed to doing something I still experience anxiety. I could change the content and experience excitement instead. Worry and excitement are the same physical experience after all. I created a narrative in my head that I wouldn’t have time to meal prep so I went ahead and got that out of the way.

Yesterday I finally made my pumpkin pie jars. It’s just a crumble, pumpkin pie filling and coconut whipping cream that I layer into a small jar. I also finally perfected my chocolate muffins yesterday. Today I grilled polenta on my cast iron grill to see how that would turn out. I put it in some sandwiches for my breakfast box. I don’t know what else to call the containers that I put my meal preps in. I have one stack for breakfast and another for lunch. My shifts start at six in the morning and so I pack two meals. I eat a lot with my height and metabolism. I have a fruit salad, a cranberry and chocolate trail mix, a muffin, a pumpkin spice energy bite, that polenta sandwich and that pumpkin pie in a jar for breakfast. Then for lunch, I pack a salad and whatever leftovers I have from the night before. Cabbage rolls are what I had yesterday and so that will be in my lunch tomorrow. I also grilled some tempeh that I marinated in maple syrup, liquid smoke, soy sauce, oil and smoked paprika for my salads.

Tonight I am aiming to make my vegan lasagna. I bought a big loaf of french bread that was on for less than a dollar so I want to make a loaf of garlic bread with it. Yesterday I made mashed potatoes and gravy to go with the cabbage rolls. Toni actually offered to help. I rejected it because I am better in the kitchen alone but that was a shocking moment. This long weekend of mine has not been bad. She’s been too sick to drink and spending time with her has been quaint.

I should go for a run and do a leg day before I head out to Bev’s. I don’t know what to get her son so I won’t get him anything. Maybe just a card. I’m awful.

I’m trying not to let the existential dread sink in today. It doesn’t make the existential threats go away but I don’t want to be in fear or anger today. My first thought of the day was how pathetic Gen X turned out. The majority at least. They failed to modernize and can’t even inform themselves without their fake news. They cannot even generate an original thought, I think it’s because they have literal brain damage from never detoxing their bodies. They haven’t any aluminum-free brain cells to rub together. This one woman that I work with claims to watch the news from every news station thus she is the most informed person in the world. We should have the capacity to process multiple partial views in working memory but we fail, as a society, to even process two points of view. There is no power of discernment in those people, they are cognitively hijacked and have no soul. I cannot stomach them. That hideous look on their face when you try and stimulate them to think just gets under my skin. They’re too far gone. They’re absolute write-offs.

These evil people are okay with using young people and children as shields to protect them. People who sacrifice freedom for safety deserve neither. These creeple will earn neither. I want to feel sorry for them but I cannot. What is coming for them is going to be absolutely awful and the only victims are the children. We are the generation that hates children, that is our legacy. Even in their pseudoscience, that is germ theory, for every life saved by this vaccine messiah 2-5 were lost. Pfizer approved blood clot medication for children.. blood clots and children should not be in the same sentence but here we are committing child sacrifice to protect adults that suck at life and health, who do not love themselves. These are people with bad, weak and rotten characters that make worse and worse choices for themselves. The mistake we are making is assuming that everybody vulnerable to this made-up virus is a victim. I earned my health privilege and they earned their diseases. We all have a responsibility to be intelligent and to learn how to manage our own health. 700k will die from heart disease this year in America, 600k from preventable cancers and 300k from obesity. 80% of all reported con-19 deaths were individuals who had obesity. These are preventable, treatable and/or reversible diseases but we are a society rife with adults who find health unmanageable. Self-care is healthcare. Here we are pretending that fast food, junk food, alcohol and cigarettes are essential. If this was about health we would mandate healthy lifestyle choices. If we switched the conversation away from the strength of a mystical virus and to the strength of the human body we wouldn’t be afraid of anything.

We have the truth on our side but we will see if that amounts to much. Almost all of Scandinavia is no longer playing pandemic because it was finally challenged in court. No government on this planet has proven that we are in a pandemic. The cable news cult is in the way, for now. Fuck how do we just not hate them? All we have to do is switch out the word unvaccinated with the word Jewish and it becomes crystal clear the kind of people we have in society. Who knew society was this rife with corruption and evil? Well, truthers that were awake a lot longer than I have been, at least. It’s disturbing to see everyday people this evil. People you always thought were good people that just condone this evil. If they were digitally literate and not so brain-damaged or had at least 2% more courage they could discover on their own that this entire pandemic is a lie. That’s just the shallow end of it, we will never get to the big conversation that germ theory is a hoax altogether. Feels like we will never get out of this kindergarten thinking and have the big conversations about how everything is inverted. Doctors destroy health, politicians destroy freedom, lawyers destroy justice, teachers destroy education, journalists destroy information, $cience destroys truth, religions destroy souls, bankers destroy wealth. We consent to all of it. The majority of Gen X do not even have the cognitive ability to imagine anything being any different. No faith in anything outside the system. They are long gone. The old paradigm is already dying but they can’t even see it.

Anyway, on with my day. It’s thanksgiving up here but whatever. My mother and her boyfriend are very superstitious about germs and very committed to this con-19 propaganda and will not associate with my sister and me because we do not want the clot shots. It’s mostly just my mother’s boyfriend. There is no logic or reason with this narrative but they are of that generation that cannot process actual information. They just recite the news. Wear mask, social distance, mandates are laws, Polly wants a cracker. Absolutely menacing but it is what it is. If we haven’t clued in to what is going on by now then we never will. Society is split right-down the middle which is exactly the way the enemy wants it to be. We are halfway through the stages of genocide. Australia is the furthest along, my God that country is completely fallen. Brazil’s leader is telling his people to buy guns and to avoid the clot shot. The writing is on the wall here. If they can connect your right to earn an income to a vax pass then there is nothing to stop them from connecting it to buying groceries, owning a home, a car, etc. This is solely to lead us into China’s social credit system. Now we are firing nurses and doctors in the thousands. This is going to make room for the military to fill that void. Martial law is just around the corner. Saskatchewan quietly went into martial law just a few weeks ago. They are allowed to use foreign military, shocking not shocking. It’s already known that Trudeau has China’s Liberation Army training here. He had our military teach them winter survival. Thank bud. Whatever, I don’t want to think about this shit today. Maybe if I bang my head enough times or grow a few extra chromosomes I could just believe everything the news says? lol ugh.