haven't heard in General musings

  • May 13, 2014, 1:31 p.m.
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anything from him since last week, which is good. I read back over alot of online entries from 2003-4 and it is like the same thing over and over again. Also, the remark that sticks with me and hurts the most is how he said he could have waited till I finished working on his house and then "disappeared one day" - he keeps trying to push this "we are friends for life" thing...and just how does THAT fit in??? So, my disgust level grows and not hearing from him gets easier.

Here's a "blast from the past"..from another online journal:

October 21, 2003

Spent Friday into Saturday at F's house. Took the dog to the vet, finally, and yes, she DOES have Lyme Disease. I suspected it for months. F is in an awful emotional state, but I managed to get him to do some house chores, and we went out for dinner. He didn't sleep much though, and kept me awake for much of the night, saying over and over that he wishes he was dead. Just before we got up though, he held me for a few minutes and said he was sorry about being so down. The rest of the weekend, he called me almost constantly, asking when I was going back up there. Even yesterday he was insisting I go there after work. I convinced him, because of my bad cold, that unless he REALLY needed me...I wasn't going. He was in bed by 7 pm., and I haven't heard anything at all today (yet).


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