Man colds, Tiffany, Day off! *E* Thursday, September 26, 2013 in Entries from 2013

Well Chris is sick, and lazing around. I'm doing everything around here and then some. I hope I have the same treatment when I catch it. Its just a head/sinus cold... but still. Fuck its been 4 days of him being a sicko and I'm tired of it. He keeps complaining that hes sick and whatnot and I'm here thinking, yeah, so? When I'm sick, I still do everything I normally do. Oh well. I guess thats where we are different.

Wow its now a couple hours later. Got sidetracked. Miley has no school tomorrow so I'm going to have to find something to do. She loves school so friggen much that I hate the idea of her being home because I know she will be miserable about the fact shes not at school. I guess I should just be excited she even likes it eh? lol

I've done 15,000 more things for Tiffany's wedding now. I really shouldn't...but thats the kind of friend I am. After the wedding I'm going to be a little less attentive to her needs. The main turning point in our friendship when when the whole french vs english school bit came up. Things changed from there. I lost a lot of respect for her in that moment, and now everything does just proves to me what kind of person she is. Oh well. I know now. No big deal.

Can't win with that girl, honestly. Makes me realize how nice it is to have the other friends I have, and how easy our relationships are. Like Emily, she is so easy going I just love her. Glad we are getting closer now.

I'm officially OFF today! lol I have no photos to edit, no shoots today nothing. I might book one later tho lol. OR I might just enjoy having nothing to do. Who knows. This past 3-4 weeks was a preview of what my next summer w/ 5 weddings is going to be like, haha. BUSY. But hey, makin money right? Maybe I will treat myself to Subway on this beautiful fall day off!

Nothing much for substance in this entry, just letting you guys know I'm still here and will stay here.

Kristen <3

EDIT

Looks as tho we have to edit our titles... bah

So this is the next day after I wrote this entry and Chris is still being a useless tit and hes not even sick anymore. He sees his kids max 5 minutes a day and I'm really starting to get mad about having to do this on my own. Yes, I get it, he works 12 plus hours a day but the time that he does have a chance to be a father, he would rather sleep on the couch or go back to bed. Thanks for the help buddy. Then he gets up, showers and leaves.

Needless to say, I'm starting to get to that overly exhausted point. This happens every few months for him, hes good for a while, happy, helpful, then something snaps, or male PMS or whatever kicks in and hes a total douche bag. But then comes home and he will stay up if I'm willing to have sex, other than that, hes sleeping. And NO, no no no NO NO NO NO I will NOT have sex with him. I mean I have, and I thought maybe that would put a fire under his ass but the next day hes still not there for us.

When he gets home from work, I'm tired. DEAD TIRED... "Lets have sex" ... uhm, how about no. "well goodnight then"... yah goodnight. Doesn't take out the garbage or help me with sweet fuck all unless I beg him for days. I hate HATE this behavior, its like dealing with another stubborn child. Well CHILDREN do NOT get laid, and if hes acting like one, hes getting cut the fuck off. I'm so done giving into his bullshit to get nothing out of it.

So done.

Kristen >:(