Chemical Free - or about to make another bad bad decision in Grimm - the one and only...

My blood sugar has been terrible. As in LOW terrible. I cut them and cut them and cut them. I was medicated on the Diabetes side for being fat and lazy and not eating right. Now I'm massively over-medicated. I've been working out too much and not eating enough. I've dropped close to 30lbs in the last month or so.

That's not all though, I also take adderall for ADHD. There have been studies linking infidelity to that. That it revves up your sex drive in an unhealthy way. So I'm stopping that too.

I don't know about the blood pressure and cholesterol meds. I'm stopping them this week. I see doc in two weeks. Things should have leveled out one way or the other by then.

I'm stopping the mood med though. That one's the biggie. I know I get REALLY moody without it. It's not an anti-depressant. It's just a mood stabilizer. I can't remember what the psychiatrist said she thinks I've got. It's not bipolar. The ups and downs I get are within very short periods of time. But those can be caused by blood sugar spikes as well. There's only one way to find out.

And now, without the wife living at home, is the best time to find out I guess.

No one to monitor or help either though... Weeeeee :-(

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