A New Life? in Help Me Please

Well yesterday was day one of my journey and today is going to be even better. The thing I like about Weight watchers is that it doesn’t matter what you eat as long it’s in moderation and there is nothing that is forbidden. And the price isn’t really that horrible either. But the one thing they don’t have is to pay every year or 6 months but they said it might come back.
So I have signed up for a year and I should be at my goal weight but next year at my birthday.
This time around I really have to do the maintaince thing because that is when I get all bored and just stop for the stupidest reasons but this time I can’t do that because I really don’t like the idea of wearing a size 42 jeans and 2X shirts and even bigger underwear, Even my socks don’t fit right. But the worst part of me I really don’t like is how I can’t even finish one thing I have started I always need to stop part way through and take a rest. And to walk up a hill is just like going into hell. And I am really tired of hating myself because of how I look and feel. So maybe now I will start to loose weight and feel better about myself.

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My son sent me a messenger message saying he finished his course and he ended up with 92% so that is one down and a lot more to go. I just hope he does as well and ends up with his dream career. And after next week he will be coming here for dinners and visits. so that will be a good thing.

And I talked to my parents yesterday and they both realized that the reason i didn’t want to see them was because of how I thought I looked to them…like a fat person who doesn’t care. I know i can see them but the disappointment on their faces is the worst even though nothing is said and I just feel horrible. so I am thinking when I have lost some weight I will see them because I will feel much better about myself.
I also found out that my brother went to LA for an art show. I am kind of disappointed in him for going because the Covid and variant numbers are more then here in B.C. and I just hope he is wearing his mask and keeping his distance. Even though he did have his two shots. But he still can get sick and he will feel like he wants to die so I am hoping he is safe.

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Tonight we are going to have liver and onions this is the recipe....

https://www.allrecipes.com/recipe/58942/absolute-best-liver-and-onions/

Before you say you hate liver because it always tastes like it’s burnt this recipe is a lot better because of the milk it sits in for a few hours. I always use to have to smother the liver with ketchup before because I just didn’t like the taste and it was always like throwing a sharp object.

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it looks like a lot of business and government offices are going to force their employees to get vaccinated or they won’t have a job. This delta variant is much worse then getting Covid because it spreads a lot faster and people are much sicker and the long term effects are much worse and the only thing to stop this is for people to get both vaccines and the booster when it becomes available. Why are people so selfish and want everyone they know and love to get sick and die? And now my attitude is people who get Covid or the variant and end up in the hospital or the ICU or are just sick I think they deserve to be sick and have life long complications because they are just too stupid to get the right information and listen to the doctors and scientists. And I will be asking everyone I come into contact with if they have been vaccinated fully and I will be wearing my mask.
So if you are not getting the vaccines I hope you suffer in the long term.

Okay that is enough of that.....So who is going to start telling me I am full of shit and don’t know what I am talking about? prove me wrong....I bet you can’t. Or you won’t.
If you have a real medical issue that has been diagnosed by a doctor and you will die if you have these vaccines then I can understand you not getting the vaccines, but those of you who have no facts about the why’s of this and how it will protect the world then you are all idiots.

Onto something else.....

Not much happening today. The only thing I need to do is the laundry and the dishes and then make dinner.

So have a great day and be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated July 31, 2021