Why Is It..... in Help Me Please

Okay for men to be slightly over weight or even over weight and not much is said by the general public? And if women are over weight then comes the looks and the stares and the rest of the expressions especially by men? I have learned over the years that it’s probably a medical issue or something to do with the brain like depression or some pother mental issue.
But for me I know it’s just laziness and the fact that I stop caring till I get to my rock bottom. And yesterday of all days I decided to do something about this extra weight. So I will be calling Weight watchers and joining again. I know they have changed their program again so it will take me some time to read and figure out which program I will be doing.

What made me realize just how fat I really am was when I was at Walmart at the self checkout there was a camera and when I looked up to see it I saw what I looked at and I was and still am discussed with how I looked. I look like this marshmallow that just wants to explode so from Monday I will be eating no more chips or cereal or candy in bed.
So the first thing I need to do is weight myself. I haven’t weighed myself in about two years well it’s taken me about two years to gain all my weight back plus some and I am just not looking forward to that. but I will do it and keep track and eat a lot more fruit and vegetables and other proteins and vegetables.
Enough about me being fat let’s go onto something else.....

Yesterday was a good day…I got more then 40 happy birthdays and that was really cool. And then for dinner hubby took me to Boston pizza for dinner and I have my fettucine Alfaro with shrimp and then I got a brownie with a candle in it and some ice cream and the plate had chocolate sauce that said happy Birthday so that was cool.

And then we came home and just chilled for the rest of the night and I went to lie down and that was it for me till about 30 minutes ago when my eye balls opened and I had to get up to pee....I hate that.....

So today is back to real life and no special treatment and the domestic work has to get done and then I have to actually be in my kitchen and cook dinner. Hubby is getting really tired of left overs and I don’t blame him. I just need to figure out what to have tonight and then I can look forward to having that.

I know the grass has to get cut and hubby said either tomorrow or the next day and I have to decide if I want to use the weed Wacker or the lawn mower. I think the weed Wacker is easier and he can use the lawn mower. We seem to work better as a team and things get done faster and much better then one person doing the job.

Well. it’s that time when I need to start to get organized here and decide what I am going to do next. So I will stop here.

Be Kind, Be Calm Be Safe and Behave

Last updated July 30, 2021