yeah i have dreams. as in goals not as in sleep dreams. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

though I also have those.

they're not big. they're not most people's. but I have them.

or, at least things I want to do more of. like play guitar. i'm really like. excited about this. not that I practice or have one at my new house. I have one at my mom's. well actually it's hers which is why i'm not taking it anywhere. i'm ok at playing i'm not like. great or anything.

the first guitar I touched was Pat's. I always feel like you should ask someone before you touch them cause they're like. meaningful and stuff. when I get one of my own i'd want people to ask.

the second, Evan's. and the third was my mom's.

um I want to do more art stuff besides photography. and I want to and should and need to keep writing about my past.

so, you know. they're not big.