Got that friday feeling? Nah, me neither. 6 day week this week. So much training to do! Keeps the bills paid I suppose, I'm certainly not complaining.
So, what's happening in the life of Adam. Well, I'm still single. I appear to be one of those people who look good on paper. I've been out for a few dates with lasses from OKcupid and POF but it always seems to fizzle out. It's quite annoying. For years I've been an emotional recluse and I finally get past it and to the point I feel I can form actual emotional bonds and what happens? No-one worth forming a bond with. C'est Typical.
I've offset this by trying to travel more, take the paths less trod or, at least, the roads less driven. Must have memorised most of the roads between Newcastle and Hexham by now. Every time I see a broken down building I try to stop and have a look. It's pretty cool and a relaxing way to spend the time. If the only objective is to travel it's a good way to avoid rushing to get anywhere. I just amble about at my own pace.
I'm still having trouble getting some good words down in poetry. I swear, a couple of days ago I was actually testing a poem about eyelashes. It did not pan out. The problem is I don't like to write about stuff I've written about before, as a general rule, and I feel like I'm reaching the limit of my writing vs. my current life experiences. I need new life experiences.
My friend recently went off to Greece to learn how to become a skipper on a boat. I am so envious of them for having the freedom to do that. Being able to make that decision and just go for it. I often feel tied by my career and my life. It goes back to what I said before about performing actions based upon future reward. I just feel like I need an immediate reward at the moment. Sadly, most of these things either require money or a long period of time and I can't afford either. So my explorations remain limited to the U.K. There's still loads I can do, I know, but it often feels frustrating that I don't get out more.
Anyhow, stuff to do.
Ramblerambleramble.
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