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his eyes are like... - 3/25/2004

How can someone like me like someone so much in such a short amount of time?  Micheal is like an angel who's been sent down to rescue me from the reality I was living.  I hang out with him all night, I go to bed thinking about him, I wake up thinking about him and I go to work and spend all day wondering how I came to meet such an incredible person.  He seems to have achieved a lot in his life and, to start with I found it intimidating, but the more I hang out with him and get to know him, the more comfortable I feel and the more I like him.  But all this in 4 days of meeting?  I really don't know what's going on... is this like a really long-lasting first-impression, or am I moving too fast with it all?  We kissed last night, I don't think either of us was sure the other wanted it.  I could slightly taste his cigarette but it wasn't too bad, but would rather taste his tongue than whatever's been on it last (hehe there's an image for the straight boys out there)! Did I mention I adore his eyes?  I can look into them for ages and there's a sense of peace about them somehow, not to mention the awesome almost crystal blue colour. I constantly ask myself what he sees in me.  I don't know why, I should just go with the flow, but I can't just let things happen, I need to know why they do. I was honest with him though, I told him I was paranoid and i'm not perfect.  He asked why and I felt weird because we all know our own faults and weaknesses don't we - I'm sure we'll come across them somewhere down the road, but I really don't wanna think about that now :)  I spent too much time thinking of him. We saw a movie last night, "Agent Cody Banks 2" - it was crappier than I thought it would be, but I talked to Micheal a lot and we held hands and I really enjoyed his company - we went back to the coffee club and talked heaps there again - he's so easy to talk to.  I love that about him. I thought I asked him out in the car, but he seconded that by sending an sms after he had left asking if I wanted to be his boyfriend.  Of course I agreed so now Micheal is my boyfriend!  I've never been this happy, yet I know it's yet to sink in!  I wish it would. I'm finally meeting Joan tonight - that should be interesting.  I can see myself being the quiet one and just holding Micheal's hand a lot with Joan asking me why I'm quiet - hehe that usually happens with new extraverts I meet - and from what Micheal's said about her, she must be outspoken!  I'll see how I go tonight :)  I'm still a little nervous, but Mick and I now do things as a couple, I guess i think that's what's suppose to happen. Look at me, another entry about my boi lol - work's work, you know same ol same ol.  Damn pension day!  Although my day was made better by a phone call from you know who ;) Going out tonight, hopefully it'll be fun!  March 26 - It was just me and Micheal again - I love it that way though, having one on one time with my boyfriend.  I'll talk more later!  We're going to the coast together on the weekend, I so can't wait, it'll be our first quality time with each other away from the hassles of work! I miss him already!  I'll have to tell 2 of my girlfriends that i'll catch up with them another time, but i feel bad I haven't seen them in ages, but at least now they live in Brissy I can hopefully go see them one day and introduce them to Micheal. :)

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You'll be fine man. I'm happy for you. You always struck me as someone whose heart was pure.

I said that thing before because chicks, correct me if I'm wrong, trust gay guys a bit more.

Did you mention scent? That was the best thing about cuddling Sedjika... [TheBlindArcher] 3/26/2004 12:53:56 AM

Awesome, now you guys can compare love stories! In case you're worried that the whirlwind of euphoria you're experiencing right now will wear off...Lemme just say it doesn't have to. Not even after nearly 7 years. That's all I have to add other than have a great weekend!

-Andrew- (Some guy that occasionally hangs around Bill) 3/26/2004 3:57:41 AM

Qualification: Andy is a true friend. [TheBlindArcher] 3/26/2004 7:59:32 AM

pipes up and puts in my two cents Andrew's my boyfriend! [Dulcinea] 3/29/2004 5:30:48 PM

Congratulations on becoming official. That's great. sighs dreamily I can't wait to smell Andrew again. [Dulcinea] 3/29/2004 5:32:28 PM

i know you won't get this for a while, adn i have yet to find out if you and michael are even still together(as this si the beginning of your diary...lol)but i know how you feel...my fiance smokes and it used to bother me...sometimes it still does. and that whole thing about eyes...oh lord i could so drown in his(my fiance's lol). off to read some more before bed! see you soon! ~d~ [!dazed & confused!] 8/11/2006 12:20:06 AM

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