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The road to purpose? - 3/7/2004

I've been feeling depressed all weekend up until today.  Everything seemed to go wrong, and i was bored on top of it, and when i get bored I either usually eat lots or think too much, which usually leads to me being depressed about something.  Today I finally got the courage to call a close friend of mine (who's parents hate me cos i "look gay") and I got really depressed because he only talked to me for about 1 minute flat before he said he had to go.  It's really unsettling and depressing when your friend's parent's won't let them talk to you.  At least I think that's what's happening because he's not usually this rude to me :(

I just got back from church, and a friend came with me this time.  She actually liked it, which is awesome, and I had someone I could talk to who actually knows me as well.  It was a lot of fun.  I spent all day driving today, I swear, I drove so far, all over Brissy just because i was bored shitless, but my friends came with me today so we drove out to Wellington Point - it's really beautiful out there and we've decided we're gunna have a picnic next time we go out there.  Looking forward to it. 

Huge party to go to next weekend - hopefully it'll be fun.  My ex-boyfriend's birthday party is on, except today he was being a wanker and I have no idea why.

Well it's Monday, I decided to continue this entry now since my computer went psycho last night.  Today was just a bad day at work.  It seemed nothing went the way it should, but maybe days like that are just thrown in to make you realise that's what life's all about - little surprises, ups and downs, highs and lows, you get the point.  Other than that today was quite boring, tomorrow's my half-day though so I have an afternoon off work!  I just remembered I haven't paid my mobile bill yet :o  Or I might see a movie because I haven't done that in a while, kinda wish 50 first dates was on already.

anyway have a great week everyone!!

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days like that suck. Have a read of another Matt's Diary - he's the Love's Gambit one.

Bill 3/9/2004 5:49:07 PM

Maybe - I sometimes couldn't help teasing - especially when I was in early high school, but I think if it went to far I said something. Maybe I did something really bad, I'm not sure

Bill 3/9/2004 5:53:27 PM

Oh, hate to be sanctimonious, but when you are asked a question or told something it is normally the protocol to leave your reply on the other person's diary. I only got your reply to a previous thing by checking to see if I'd read it or not. It doesn't matter either way really, but if you leave your reply on their diary they'll definitely read it when they go to 'latest notes.' [TheBlindArcher] 3/10/2004 8:11:42 AM

50 First Dates is really cute, although the ended is almost bitter-sweet. I loved it though! I'm sorry you had such a bad weekend. And I hope this weekend is better for you. So are you and your ex still friends even though you broke up? I think that's really good when you remain friends. Nothing horrible than losing a close relationship and then a friendship on top of that. [Dulcinea] 3/10/2004 6:02:11 PM

Yeah, you know as much as I do now, sorry! I was just worried for your sake because for instance, with Rachel's question if she hadn't gone to your diary to read it she might have assumed you WERE talking about her.

How's life treating you anyway? [TheBlindArcher] 3/12/2004 12:23:38 AM

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