Dream in Life in general

I put a lot into dreams. Trying to figure out what a recent dream means - my people and I were in a horror movie scenario, and there were people from multiple time periods of my life. One of them was my first love, D. D was killed by the Michael Myers style killer but was actually such a comfort in the scary parts of the dream, which is weird because he usually represents such a tormentor to me. It was really real feeling and I woke up and actually googled him just to make sure he didn’t pass or anything. I know weird but it happened. Anyway, he didn’t pass but his dad did. His dad with the same name. CREEPY man. I think the weirder part to me is that he was such a comforting presence otherwise and not someone who always represents turmoil to me.
Anyway. That’s all. I need to start writing here again but life has been busy busy busy.