Throat punched by the feels......... in Torridaussity Two

So this just means my feelings are coming at me 1000% tonight and I’m definitely on emotion overload. Got some potentially bad news about my already low hours for work this summer, the situation with the “boy” I thought was better, but he’s just skipping back to his old ways, my self esteem is in the toilet, our family lost 2 family friends this week. I’m just kinda a mess mentally and am just feeling really detached from my close friends. Thank goodness for you hugs here who read me even though I don’t write often and you continue to support me. I know I’ll get through all this just needed to get it out. Love you guys.