yeah um. the ex. thing. in My ex.

yeah so. been awhile since I've last written. er, blogged. rather.

so I didn't like. expect my ex not to be w/ anyone. else. I just didn't want him to be. like it's not a requirement or anything.

I just felt like. when I saw him w/ that girl. that he'd moved on. like wow so I guess I don't matter. or he's not hurt by the breakup. or. something.

but ya know. things don't have to go that far. like. maybe she's a rebound girl. I don't know.

in a way. seeing them that way clarified things a bit. so i'm not left wondering.