Desires End in Everything and Nothing

Ignorant hands play
Emptiness you make
Smile on my face
Hides my aches and pains

Inside I lose a little control
Storms swirl inside
I cannot afford to give
Those emotions cannot exist

I sit and hide tragedy
Somewhere it has it's own space
It does not need fed today

Ignorant hands play
My smile you erase
What you see
Makes you turn and walk away