Where do you go after crossing the finish line? in And here we go.

All the turmoil, pain, anxiety, fatigue and hopelessness goes away once you’re across the finish line. That’s it, you’re done. You’ve done it, you’ve made it.
Now what?
I’m extremely grateful for life is at right now.

Yet it’s like this song. Just itching for someone to storm in and ruffle my fluffle.

I’ve been a romantic for so long
All I’ve ever had are love songs

Feels like there always be a piece missing, no matter how much I try.

A rush of blood is not enough
I need my feelings set on fire

Is there any kindling, any spark left within me? Or have my struggles led me to this place of perpetual calm?

Last updated May 24, 2021