The Burden of Being New/dr update in I don't know....

I am finding that being new is very hard. We have been here over a year, I have had a few catering jobs, I'm fairly talented in other areas, yet because we are new no one wants to give me a chance. I'm sitting in frustration because this time of year should be a very busy one for a caterer. It's very hard for me. I want to work. I want to build a business and reputation, yet I can't seem to. Being new ain't all that and a box of chocolates. You think it would be great to go somewhere and start over with a clean slate, but it's really not. It's hard.

I went to the dr today. I have been bleeding for 8 days now. He's a little perplexed by it because he cleaned everything in my uterus out. He gave me 7 days of progesterone, I bled for 2 days when I went off it and I shouldn't be bleeding now. Yet I am. So, I get to do 7 more days of progesterone. He thinks my progesterone levels are too low and that I have waaaaay too much estrogen. I feel discouraged, but my mom says it's encouraging that he is working with me to figure it out.

I need to keep busy, but I'm not. I'm actually kind of bored. That doesn't help either.

Eric starts a job on Monday, but he doesn't really want it and we won't get insurance until after 90 days. That stinks, but he needs to get some money in the house.

The kids are almost done with school. For that, I am thankful.