Happy Summer to Us in Inside My Head

I'm terrified to write anything because that will acknowledge that this all may be for real and it may be taken away from me. On the flip side if this all goes well I want to document everything.

Michael's life has taken a change for the better. After losing a really good job in 2008 when his company went under (thank you Great Recession and Wall Street) he's had a really rough time getting back on his feet for several years. He finally passed his CPA exam and was interviewing for jobs when his current job out of the blue offered him a significant raise and a promotion. After three years of being in a b.s. department with an idiot boss they finally promote him. Not only that but now he will be working for the VP of the company who is an intelligent, hardworking woman. Unlike his current boss who has the IQ of a rock and is as petty as 16 year old girl.

He will be transitioned into his new role in about a month. It sucks he still has a long commute, but the raise will certainly help. Also having more exposure to the higher ups will certainly help him fast track his career more.

As for me...I'm pregnant. Again. I do not know if it is viable, but the beta hcg levels are going up appropriately so far with this pregnancy. I received a call from RMA last Thursday to tell me that they were 441. Two days later it rose to 1596 and today it is 10,083.

My stupid insurance won't let me see RMA any more because I got pregnant naturally so I have to see my obgyn who I do not like. The midwife saw me yesterday and was a complete waste of my time. She didn't review my chart, knew nothing about my recent miscarriage, and refused to examine me or do an ultrasound because I'm only five weeks. First of all, Dr. Molinaro was able to see an intrauterine pregnancy at five weeks which is how my miscarriage was diagnosed so early. Second, I don't even warrant an exam??!! What is the point of the visit??!! I had to argue with her to send me for labs. I had a question and called the office today, who never even bothered to call me back. I know it's generally not advised, but I may switch OBGYNs after my initial visit in 3 weeks. This office sucks.

In other news my parents are coming to visit me for my mom's birthday in late May. It'll be nice to have them here and I'm really looking forward to spending some relaxing quality time with them.

Sooooo...hopefully I don't look back on this entry and want to cry. I'm really hoping that everything works out for us...

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Last updated May 02, 2014