Sunday - 22.09.13 in Your Face

Today I went to the lake with my friends for a few hours. It was nice, but I was glad to come back to my room and hide from the world.

I didn't go for a jog tonight. Instead I felt teary and sad, and I ducked out to pick up some dinner.

Still feeling really upset with M. I didn't hear from him at all this weekend, which doesn't help. It's so selfish of him when he does this. Ugh, I just hate all this.

Back to work tomorrow. I need the distraction. Maybe I will wake up early and go and run laps of the oval near my work. There is a shower at my office, so I can always get ready there.

Please pray for me, or send good vibes. I need strength to keep carrying on, to not kill my husband and to be more understanding of the reality of this situation.