Could Use Some Feedback in Ultimate Randomness

  • April 28, 2014, 8:15 p.m.
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So,while I usually address my readers, real or imaginary, I usually do not outright beg for feedback, but I am genuinely curious about something and could use some feedback, particularly from any women who read this. If you have been reading, you know I have had a particular interest in a woman I call D. She is a complete sweetheart and admittedly, I would love a chance to be with her. But as it is, I am perfectly happy with us being friends. I actually can be perfectly happy with that. Sounds odd, but just the communication with her touches a part of me that makes me happy, and that gives me that ambition and drive that has been missing for awhile now. It is just starting to come back after a long time gone. I think it is because a girl actually is showing an interest in me and, at least to me, it seems to be genuine. So I am going to pose this question to anyone who reads this. We have been talking for a couple of weeks now and, as of yet, have not had a chance to hang out, but we have talked fairly often. We have had hours long conversations (the first two 4 hours and almost 3 hours respectively). We talk about pretty much anything and everything, and she knows pretty much everything I think about her, like I would think I have embarrassed myself with some of the things I have said to her, including stuff I have fantasized about her, and yet she still talks to me. I have made it pretty clear I am a huge nerd, and she still talks to me. She still wants to hang out when she gets the chance. So I have not scared her off. So given all of that stuff, I am curious what you all think, does it seem like she might have a genuine interest in me, or do you think she is just being incredibly nice and patient with me because she thinks I am a good guy and just wants to be friends? I am not planning on changing my approach to this friendship in any case, but I do wonder if I am being delusional in thinking there is possibility for more. I may be a total sap, but I'll be completely honest, I was thinking about it last night, and more than anything, if this were to go somewhere, I think the thing I would look forward to the most is the first time I can curl up on a couch with her and watch a movie, holding her and having her relax against me. It sounds so naive, innocent, and stupidly sappy when I say it, but that feeling of having someone be that comfortable with me again and actually wanting to be near me is what I want most. I miss that feeling more than anything. Someone who wants to be close to me. Maybe it will be her, and maybe it won't. Maybe it won't be anybody and I will just have to learn to deal without it. That all remains to be seen. In any case, I will cut it off here so that anyone who wants to respond won't have to read too much, but a good night to all and I wish the positivity I feel right now on all of you out there.


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