jealousy in Depression

What a stupid feeling. I am jealous of so many things. I'm not going to say what they are because some of them are ridiculous. I hate feeling jealous. It's a cruel thing. You can't do anything about the situation and yet you feel jealous. Ugh. I'm so sick of it. I'm so sick of everything. I wish I could start over, change a lot of things about myself before they became a problem.