Unknown 25.04.14 in Your Face

Got an email from M at 5:15am his time. Don't know what to think about that. M will never, ever, ever get himself out of bed at that time, unless he's ill or getting up for work. He also hasn't collected any of the pennies I send him for 3 weeks. The email from his was in response to the one I send him every week after I put money on his card to tell him the balance.

Stupid me, letting my hopes creep up a little. But, when I have such minimal amounts of information to go on, of course I will make assumptions and try to fill in the blanks.

It was only a 3 day week at work, but it felt like the longest week ever. One of my solicitors has really been getting on my nerves, making a few comments here and there that have really gotten under my skin. I think the problem lies with both of us, she is pregnant and very uncomfortable due to the baby's position, and is short tempered. I am wound up and frustrated and short tempered. I don't want to feel upset with her, because she is a very sweet woman and often brings me treats and gifts as a thank you for working for her. I cooled myself off by thinking that I have less than 8 weeks left in that job, none of it really matters, and it's not worth stewing over stupid shit and parting ways on bad terms.

Housesitting for my sister again this long weekend. Bought a handful of groceries so I can cook some meals instead of eating take away. I will go to the gym a couple of times, watch tv and read a couple of books. Last real break until I finish work. I have a lot of stuff coming up on the weekends, I am hoping that the time flies.

It's rainy and stormy today. I was woken at 4:30am by someone honking a car horn out on the road in front of my sister's house, and couldn't get back to sleep. I'm enjoying being cuddled up in a blanket though, and there is a Teen mom 3 marathon on.