Maybe their right... in A Day in the Life of Me

Maybe I am a horrible person…
Last “customer” interaction won’t stop running through my head… laying here in bed, every thing just starts playing over… It’s getting to the “now I’m starting to feel guilty” stage
Should I though? I mean the sign was posted… AT LEAST 10 min before she got there… It’s not like I slapped it up while she was there....
The anxiety and shit I feel after having to deal with BS all day from ppl fighting the covid rules/regulations and current store policies is getting the better of me… I hate feeling like this. But at the same time, I am not going to let ppl walk over me…
I blame the shit I went through in my younger years for not being able to let shit go.. externally, I can let this shit roll 90% of the time… Internally… Whole different kettle of fish… 95% of the time.
Fuck I hate this.
Yea ok… Maybe I SHOULD have said something… But SIGNS POSTED. Do you stand outside other places and demand to be told that their closed when the sign already states as such?
Ugh I hate my brain right now.