Exoteric in Spiritual Journey

I’ve been a little tongue-tied lately. I’m just in awe. I’ve just about hit the bottom of the rabbit hole and I don’t know where to go from here. My mind had to be wide open to receive the truths. It was torture. The cognitive dissonance was torture. Many belief structures had to come down and now I need to restructure. I suppose I feel a little raw and vulnerable right now. I’m not ready to interact with those who cleave to this deception and to their ego just yet. It’s going to require a lot of love and patience from me which I do not have to give right now. I need to give that to myself in abundance first. I’m hallowed out. I feel like a newborn in a way.

They’re crazy, they’re chasing their tails and they will believe that I am the crazy one. They already do believe that I have lost my mind. On the contrary, I found it. The brainwash runs deep, they get us when we’re young. Humanity, we have forgotten who we are. Our heritage was stolen from us and we have to wake up. I want to understand it inside and out first before I try and help restore it, our heritage. I want it to add value to humanity but it won’t be easy. We’re too indentured in the lies but a lot of us woke up in 2020. We took our vision back and we can see for ourselves now. We can think for ourselves and speak for ourselves and this is year is going to be about resilience. We are not going along with the lies.

I don’t say this enough, I’m grateful for my soul tribe that I have online. I don’t have to feel like I have to carry these burdens alone. I’ve never had a sense of community before.