Soul Fam in Current Events

It happened again. If there are no coincidences I need to pay attention and work on my spiritual growth. Spiritual being the world of the unseen, the unrealized, the unprocessed emotions that I have buried within me. There is a collective consciousness and a collective subconscious and we are afraid of the dark and don’t want to explore it. I faced it, I want to know what can be known. To at least know what I don’t know. Ya know? Those revelations about the world exist within me now. I’m changed. The light gets brighter but the dark gets darker. I need to transmute the darkness. Alchemize, transform that energy that I just allowed into me because it rattles me.

When I say it happened again, someone sent me a Livestream on this topic just as I was thinking about it. This FB group is one of empaths. I am not too attached to the esoteric side of it but I do want to explore it but this is the fourth time someone just knew. Empath is not an identity for me, it’s just an ability. Nothing exists as words but these individuals experience the world in a similar way to me. Through that ability. As I explore this esoteric side it sounds less and less way out there as I’m able to bring it down to earth. Over the last few days, this group is starting to feel like a community. It’s a weird experience for me because I’ve never been a collective. My social anxiety is the result of feeling vulnerable without having a pack. It is strange to me that people in this group call me brother and call each other brother and sister. We share the belief that we are all connected through source, through god, cosmos or the infinite. The universe did not create something separate from itself. We are not separate from each other. As above, so below. We generate all of our experiences from within, everything is a reflection. It’s too high concept for me to explain right now. It’s just new that I have individuals, even though it’s just digital, being supportive of me and are investing in me. It’s nice. It’s nice to feel understood and counted. Perspective is a choice and I am grateful for their support the last few days. I need to work on my gratitude. That will build me a more qualitative perspective.

Before I started a workshop on how to cope with these revelations about the world I wrote myself a pep talk which I did share with the group.

Our wings are tattered and torn but we do not walk alone. Truth is a heavy burden to carry and I think a few of us are letting the weight of the world bury us. We are seeds. The world is less dark and less corrupt when one person is willing to stand up and tell the truth. I think the dramas and upsets are making some of us shortsighted. We can’t turn this around. We can only move forward. The future is wide open. We have a responsibility to be a light when the world is dark. To be a siren when the world is silent. We need to redeem humanity and deliver them out of this spiritual underworld. There is no shortcut, this isn’t meant to be easy. We need to build our divinity and come into our power. Do our shadow work, our spiritual work so that this burden is not so heavy when the time comes. We are born in darkness so we can be the ones who face it when no one else will. We have our hands to do our work. Our legs to stand our ground. Our minds to think for ourselves. Our voice to speak for ourselves. Our eyes to see for ourselves. Our hearts to add love where it is needed. Potentiality is our power. We need to show humanity who we truly are.

Anyway, I did wake up on the wrong side of the bed. Being grateful remedied that, go figure. I should move on with my day now.