Crazy ass people. in Since OD is shutting down....

So I forgot to mention about the car accident we had when we went to visit my friend. He was driving my car and we got rear ended. I had severe whiplash and so did my 3 year old. We’ve been going to the chiropractor. There’s damage to my vehicle and now my trunk is super funky. My insurance lady calls the other day to tell me that they are unable to contact the person driving my car and they can’t reach a decision until they do. So on top of this person not willing to mail my coat back to me and now this. He has since reached out to my best friend making it super clear he’s not going to do shit, I’ve completely had it.

They’re right when they say people don’t change. This bitch lived off me for 6 months where everything ended badly just to get him the fuck out and now I thought maybe he had changed some but he’s still the controlling, manipulative fuck he’s always been. I am so sorry I ever let this person back into my life because everything always has to be the biggest fucking issue over NOTHING! I guess if it’s needed, I will be in touch with a lawyer because I am not letting this go.

Again, this is yet another reason why I choose to stay introverted. Most people are just fucking awful. I can’t believe this person would do this shit knowing I’m a single Mom and haven’t worked in about 4 fucking months. I can’t express how angry I am but at the end of the day, I absolutely blame myself. I never should’ve went there after the 2nd time of him holding my shirt hostage. He’s got a lot of issues and I’m angry that my daughter and I are now suffering.

I now have a cat that has gone missing. This will be the 4th day since I’ve seen her and I know she’s not coming back. I just have a horrible feeling. I’ve been calling for her, walking around outside and there’s no sign of her at all. When it rains, it pours ay?

I am to start a new job on Monday and I’m already wondering if it’s what I really want. I’ve read some reviews about this place and I don’t like what I saw. Apparently, they expect you to donate because there’s people way more needy than you. Then, you are expected to stay late off the clock and they don’t give breaks. Okay, well I’m not going to go a whole day without eating or smoking so that’s not going to work. I don’t know what to do because I already have it arranged for my kid to go back to daycare and everything but I’m now having serious anxiety. I also don’t like that it’s full time for the first 2 weeks when I signed up to be part time. I only need to work part time because I have a child and I’m looking to go back to school at some point.

I refuse to let a job take over my whole fucking life again. I worked every holiday and every weekend for 7 years. I never got to take my kid to do anything, nor did I ever get to do anything for myself. I didn’t know who I was. I refuse to put up with that.