All week I’ve been vacillating between intense lovey dovey feelings and sadness.
I over compensated a little and would get a “miss you too” but not much love back. He can be a bit tight lipped with his feelings. (more so now that he has me locked down 🙄)
Tonight I admitted I was feeling a little sad.
Him: it’s vacation withdrawal… Or penis withdrawal (lol)
Me: maybe, but then why are you fine?
Him: I just don’t say much.
Me: I need you to love on me sometimes (and not with your penis). I don’t always feel secure.
Him: why wouldn’t you? You’re out of my league. Not the other way around.
Me: I’m nothing like those other women you’ve dated. And you’re waiting for me to go crazy like them.
Him: that was a different kind of love. Like small child’s “best friend club”… Anyone could get in.
Aw 😊
Sometimes he can surprisingly nail what I’m feeling before I even realize that’s what it is. Like this. And a few weeks ago when I was really anxious and he correctly id’ed it as separation anxiety from little one, since we were bringing her back that day.
I told him this time that he seems to know what I’m feeling before me and he said “I know because I was feeling it too”
Could have just said that at some point this week and I would have felt more secure but I guess that would have been too easy…

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