:( in Journal 2020

Now their even sadder and it’s all my fault.

I shouldnt have even said anything.

I feel bad. And I feel the overwhelming feelings starting where it’s hard to talk and I just want to hide.

I’m a bad girlfriend. I feel so bad within days I made them feel horrible about themself.

I’m sorry. I know I’m a bad girlfriend. I should be better. And do better. I’m si yoest at myself, I thought I’d do better.