4 months 1 week post op in Pudendal Decompression Surgery

Things to be grateful for
-Got to watch a cool storm roll in today
-Went for a walk after the storm passed.
-Got a good nap in.
-Got some reading done.
-Was able to talk to some people who have PN today
-There was no bladder burning issues early in the day.
-Ate well today
-Was able to check in with my good friends.
-Anxiety was not an issue today.
-Got my valium suppositories in earlier than expected and thankfully they didnt melt outside.

Bad things
-Digestive pain was pretty annoying today
-The pain got really bad after a BM mid day.
-The pain was really intense stabbing and stinging and the burning pain in the background.
-Really bad behind the leg pain.
-Same types of systemic issues happening it seems and no changes are happening.
-Dealing with some urinary hesitancy issues today.
-In a pissed off mad at the world mood today.
-Down on myself for being so useless in life because of this pain.