fuk. concussion. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

fuk i can’t believe i got another concussion. also. i think i had sleep apnea. [how do you know? you were asleep.]. ok fair point. no it’s just. this feeling of. something happened while i was asleep. and the only. well.............i somewhat remember. that the only one of. sorry yes one of. the other times i got sleep apnea was. back when i was recovering from my first, concussion. not that. of course that’s the only reason a person gets, sleep apnea. no but it’s why i got it.
but i feel fine. i know i’m not. like my breathing’s changed..............and. i have brain fog. and. i’m having more trouble thinking, then usual. the pain comes and goes...................the headaches, nausea every day, like i said. like i said. i know i’m not fine.
yeah last night. when my mom i were watching the pbs news hr. i randomly started crying. no not for emotional reasons. it’s a neurological thing. it’s pba. pda?
um. i’m less empathetic then usual. bc of this. oh i almost fainted at my park ............thurs. i was sitting and i’m like ‘ok get up’ and i did. and on tues. night i think it was tues. night. it was. like around 10, or so. and i was on the. like by the stairs on the second floor. and i felt it. and. whoa. no it didn’t happen. i waited.
oh i now have tunnel vision. that’s scary. basically. i’ma go through the same shit i went through when i got my first, concussion. awesome. i’m in for a hell of a long ride.
the falls, on mon. the whole event was. quite extensive.
god it’s been a long wk.