I call bull**** in All of Me

So,Ex bf has been texting me lately.He claims he loves me.Interesting how it's been seven months.He wants to try again,go to counseling...but he still doesn't get it.He said " we never learned about each others' emotions.I want to learn to appreciate you as a person,friend,and partner.

Ugh...emotions were not the issue.The issue was that I catered to him and his emotions,walking on eggshells while taking care of his traumatized child,whom I learned to love as my own but was not acknowledged as a mother figure or as family.He told me so many times that we wouldn't be a family.The problem was that he never paid attention to me,was not there for me when I needed him,got mad when I asked for help,and did not trust me.The explosive arguments about me talking to a neighbor outside or a text that he found were the problem....being accused of doing things...finding out that his mom is a gang member after moving her in with us...never knowing he was in the navy or that he fixes cars or that he had a rap cd...being called lazy if I wanted a break to go the gym and being told if self care was so important to me then I needed to make time when it didn't affect him...even though I took care of his kid after work and on my days off and was working two jobs...But i accommodated his basketball abd workout time...i used to cry for him to acknowledge my presence....to give me a hug or a kiss or say hi...being isolated from my friends because I had no time....not celebrating my birthday....him telling me I don't make enough sacrifices and I'm too emotional and too needy...him not helping me when I was stranded on the road or broke my toe...being stranded on the side of the road with the baby and being yelled at like it was my fault so I would need to fix it...

That's why I left.i felt unloved and controlled and I couldn't do It anymore.i was yelled at too much and I could never be good enough for him....

Now he wants me back and his text explained that he does not know if he can renew the lease without me because he's afraid of not being approved.

Really?Thats what this is about?I am thinking maybe you miss me and it's about a lease?Losing your apartment ?

I deserve someone who loves me...