Another Dumb Survey Thingy. Get to know me, I guess. More to Come. in In My World

When is the last time you experienced nostalgia?
-A few days ago. A converstion about stuffed animals triggered it

What’s the scariest dream you’ve ever had?
-I knew I was dreaming but I was trapped in another world and I had to make it out of the “game”. If I woke up before I made it out, or won, I knew something bad would happen. No clue what the bad was though.

What’s the weirdest thought you’ve ever had?
-Uhh, Define weird? I’ve had tons.

What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word “fidget”?
-Not being able to stay still, knee bouncing, anxiety, rocking, etc

What made-up word would you incorporate into the English language if you could?
-Today’s word is “Freeging” it’s like freaking but wrong.

What animal would you want to be reincarnated as?
-A fox, a red panda, or a wolf.
-A spoiled rich lady’s cat

If you could visit one planet, which would it be?
-Jupiter. No clue why

What super power do you wish you had?
-Teleportation

What’s your very first memory?
-I was crawling around under a table and someone called my name causing me to hit my head. I know I cried but I don’t remember much else. My mom doesn’t remember this but I had to be about 2

What did say as a kid when asked: What do you want to be when you grow up?
-A vet, probably. Anything animal related

If you could change careers right this second, what would you do?
-Again, anything animal related. Or work from home mom, if that counts as a job

What makes you happiest?
-Road trips and summer sunshine. My animals. Protector. My mom. Just, Life. I’m happy for the moment

When is the last time you can remember feeling totally at peace?
-…that is a dangerous question. Mostly at peace, earlier this morning. At peace with my life as a whole? Right after Ali died.

Which of the Seven Wonders of the world do you want to visit the most?
-All of them, any of them. I want to travel

What country do you most want to travel to?
-Somewhere in Europe.

Which foreign language would you like to learn?
-Trying to learn spanish is an ongoing process since I was in 6th grade. Latin.

What’s the most ticklish spot on your body?
-The bottoms of my feet. (Fuck off, Protector. You are NOT tickling me!!!)

When is the last time you really laughed out loud?
-Earlier today, I spent a lot of today laughing at tiktok. apart from that sometime earlier this week but I don’t remember why.

What’s your favorite joke?
-What do you call a nosy pepper? Jalapeño
-What is the difference between a tuna, a piano, and a tub of glue? You can tune a piano but you can’t piano a tuna. What about the tub of Glue? I know you’d get stuck there
-What’s the difference between a pregnant woman and a lightbulb? You can unscrew a lightbulb.

When is the last time you vomited and why?
-A couple months ago. Best guess is either dehydration or food poisoning

What’s the first movie that made you lol?
-Bruh. I’ve been watching movies for like 25 years. I have no clue.

What’s the first movie that made you cry?
-Read above

What’s the most memorable book you’ve ever read?
-Oh god, there’s a list. Top two: Unwind by Neal Shusterman and Life as we Knew it by Susan Beth Pfefier

What’s your favorite color?
-Black, Sky blue, and Purple. If I had to pick one it would be purple.

What song do you most associate with your childhood?
-I’ll be missing you, Family Portrait, or Picture

What major historical event took place the year you were born?
-Apparetly Nixon died like 4 months before I was born

What era would you choose to live in if you could?
-Honestly? This one. I’m so fucking proud of the good things my generation and the one after mine are doing. I’d love to visit other eras but ultimately I like this one. Unless I’m suddely going through a well to feudel Japan because like. That wins for sure.

What place would you first travel to if you could teleport?
-Right now? To see my nephew.

What do you think about artificial intelligence?
-It’s more complicated than I can fit into a few sentences for sure. In the wrong hands it could be earth-destroyingly bad but at the same time it is currently how my phone remembers who I am

What’s your opinion on fate?
-I believe in fate but I also believe that your fate changes based on the major crossroads in your life. Which path you choose determines your ultimate fate

Do you believe in aliens?
-It is incredibly stupid to believe there isn’t other life in the universe. It’s massive. Come on, people, of course aliens exist

Have you ever seen a UFO?
-By technical definition, yes.

Is there anything about yourself you’ve never told another soul?
-Several things.

Do you have any “skeletons in the closet”?
-One major one and two smaller ones.

What living celebrity do you most identify with?
-Fuck. Um. Brian Fallon at the moment, or Misha Collins. They’re both so incredibly wholesome.

Which dead celebrity do you most identify with?
-I have no clue. I can’t think of anyone right now.

If you could be famous for something, what do you wish it would be?
-My skills with animals or causing some sort of good change for the world.

How would you spend 100 million dollars?
-Buy my mom a house, buy me a house on a good sized property, pay off my grandmothers house, buy a car and/or hire a driver, adopt SO MANY PETS (okay, not really), Start a rescue, Probaby buy a lot of dumb shit, stationairy, or containers. Pay off anything Protector needs paid off, pay off my student loan. Live comfortably forever. I think about this a lot. I’d probably still shop at the dollar tree though haha

If you won the lottery tomorrow, what would be your very first expense?
-House with a good yard or a car. Actually it’d probably be groceries or animal food

What’s the most ridiculous thing you’ve ever done?
-Again, I’ve done tons of shit, you gotta be more specific.

What’s the biggest misstep you’ve ever taken?
-uhhhhhhh.

What is your biggest life regret?
-April.

If you could domesticate any animal in the world, which would you pick?
-Red panda. They wouldn’t be endangered anymore and I’d adopt ALL OF THEM,

What is the biggest lesson you’ve learned so far?
-Time flies and life is incredibly short. Hug your loved ones and make sure you tell them that you love them. TAKE PICTURES. Enjoying the moment is important, too, but you will want those memories, especially if you lose someone in them.

What do you wish for the world ten years from now?
-For the world? Peace. For no child to go hungry. For abuse to just cease to exist. Idk.

What really gets on your nerves?
-A bunch of things… People who think pets are “just animals”.

Is there a personality trait you just can’t stand?
-Close-mindedness

What book has impacted you more than any other?
-Life as we Knew it.

What’s the last meaningful book you read?
-This world we live in

What’s your favorite line from a movie or book?
-Fuck…uh… “Where the fuck are you? I’mma kill you! smiley face!” (Miss you bunches, Ali.)

What’s your all-time favorite quotes?
-It’s in my bio. Go read for yourself. Apart from that there are many, lots of them lyrics.

What’s the last thing you did just for yourself?
-I bought the laptop I’m typing this on.

If you could do something mischievous without anyone every finding out, what would it be?
-Probably sex somewhere public. But like. Without anyone actually seeing because conscent is a thing.

In what circumstances is it okay to commit a crime?
-Stealing food when you can’t afford to buy it. Idk, there are plenty of “Crimes” that shouldn’t be crimes.

What food do you crave more than any other?
-Right now probably a good steak and some real mashed potatoes

What skill do you wish you had?
-Actual, real life, all the time, motivation.

What personality trait do you wish you could automatically adopt?
-I wouldn’t. I like my weird, quirky self. Wait. I wanna stop giving a fuck what other people think.

What job could you never imagine doing?
-Any sort of food service, No hate or anything!! I jsut know my anxiety can’t handle it. Apart from that I can’t picture myself not working with kids or animals.

If you were a bagel, what type of bagel would you be?
-an everything bagel with strawberry cream cheese. No clue why.

What song lyric best mirrors your life motto?
-Well. Uh. The one tattoed on my arm is “This is worth fighting for”

Which pop artist do you secretly wish you could be?
-I’d rather just be me, There are tons I’d love to befriend though!

Which holiday would you erase altogether from our calendars if given the opportunity?
-I don’t know

What’s the best dream you’ve ever had?
-Any where I’ve gotten to talk to people I’ve lost.

When were you last totally lost in thought?
-Earlier today. I spaced out for a good 5 minutes.

When is the last time you changed your mind about a big issue?
-Uhhh....Probably like 2 weeks ago.

Have you ever changed someone else’s mind about something big?
-I’d like to think so but I don’t know.

What’s the funniest thing you’ve ever witnessed?
-I don’t know about funniest. I’ve witnessed many funny things.

What’s the most disturbing thing you’ve ever witnessed?
-Fuck, Idk. I’ve seen a lot of shit. Probably that time a guy totally wiped out on his motorcycle just past our house.

Have you ever had to scream “help!” and if so, why?
-Probably? Usually when something is about to fall on my head

What’s your greatest fear while swimming in the ocean?
-Drowning? Duh? Getting pulled out to sea

Do you have any irrational fears and if so what are they?
-Being alone in the dark, spiders, probably other things,

What’s your strangest habit?
-Err… I’m pretty open about this one but I’m not going to post it so publicly. Radio always has to be on 5 or 0. 3, 7, 11, 13, are exceptions for certain things. I have a lot of strange habits, actually.

What’s the weirdest thing you do when you’re totally alone?
-Masturbate? Again, define weird.

How do you feel about wombats?
-They’re cute

What’s the ugliest part of the human body?
-I’m not a big fan of feet.

What’s the ugliest living creature you’ve ever encountered?
-Certain bugs

What makes you anxious?
-My anxiety.

What makes you lose track of time?
-Protector, Tiktok, Animal Crossing

What makes you angry?
-Stupid people

What makes you hopeful?
-Thinking about my future house, family, whatever

What are you looking forward to most right now?
-Going to curl up with Ghidorah and Protector. Hoping he does that thing where he puts his arm around my stomach in his sleep and pulls me into him but I’m just happy to have him with me.

What’s the best thing you’ve ever eaten?
-Dude. these best/worst questions are killing me. I have a multitude of answers for all of them. I like food, yo.

When have you felt most proud of yourself?
-When I quit a toxic job, relationship, etc. A lot, actually. Usually for small things like getting cages cleaned on a good schedule, starting and finishing a project, getting shit done, etc

When have you felt happiest to be alive?
-Even in my worst moments, I’m happy to be alive. I’d rather be here experiencing my life and seeing where it goes than anywhere else

What are you most grateful for?
-My mom. 100%

What or who drives you absolutely crazy?
-Protector. but only sometimes

Why do you do what you do?
For me, for him, for my animals, for my friends, for my family, for my mom, for the kids. It depends on what you’re referring to.

What’s your worst nightmare?
-Not being able to have kids someday
-Losing more people (I know it’s inevitable but still)

If not blue, what color do you think the sky should be?
-Orangey-pinky-purple.

If not blue, what color do you think the ocean should be?
-A specific shade of green or, like, clear so we can discover more stuff

If you could cure a singles disease, which would you choose?
-Cancer. Or, like, all of them.

If you discovered you were immortal, how would you change your life starting right now?
-I’d probably live more dangerously. Right now I wouldn’t change much. Ask me again in a few years

How would you describe humanity to an alien civilization?
-I’ll come back to this one

What would you like your dying words to be?
-Knowing me my last words should be “I love you” or depending on when/how/whatever: “P.S. I love You, Too”

If you could teach your pet to say one thing, what would it be?
-I love you

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever been caught doing?
-Nothing comes to mind at the moment. I’ve been caught having sex/masturbating but the other person didn’t know.

If you woke up and you could walk through walls, what’s the first thing you’d do?
-Um. I wouldn’t figure this out until I bumped into a wall and went through it instead

Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character, and, if so, who?
-SO FUCKING MANY. Most recently Ellie from The Last Of Us II

If you could tell your teenage self one thing, what would it be?
-Time is so goddamned short, please, please take pictures. Hug those you love and make sure they know you love them.

If you had exactly one wish to make that would come true ten years from now, what would it be?
-I wish my vision for our future to be true. I would elaborate but I don’t want to jinx it

What do you do when you can’t fall asleep?
-Usually I either put my head on Protector’s chest or pull his arm around me. I count. If none of that helps then I’ll get on my phone and scroll whatever app until I’m tired enough to fall asleep. Protectors heartbeat usuallt helps. I don’t know. I have trouble sleeping all the time.