M'Day in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

So… my day didn’t start out so hot. Basically… I woke up and figured my day was going to be drinking, jacking off, walking Nala, Anime, and video games. But at 2:00, Victoria invited me over. I figured… whatever, better than staying home. So I went over and helped her watch her kids and do some handiwork around the house. Her husband Remus was at a “play party.” Around 6, she went to feed her kids and I went to eat dinner and walk Nala. Afterwards, I returned to her place with Nala. Victoria mentioned how I was a good Dog Dad because I brought a water bowl, two water bottles, and a chew toy for if Nala got anxious. We drank and talked a bunch. She said that she is now fully aware of what her type is (of which I am a part). Apparently, according to her, she is super into “solid sixes or sevens with great personalities and amazing hearts” so… that’s a thing. Though, she did say something particularly interesting considering my therapy yesterday. She mentioned how during the play, I always made room for other people, apologized for my existence, and ultimately acted like I was unimportant. At the time, she thought I was just making sure not to intimidate the other actors. I have been in movies and recieved a scholarship to college for acting. But as she got to know me, she realized that is who I am. Apologizing for my existence, making sure to excuse myself for existing, not allowing myself to take up space… and it pissed her off, lol. Because she thinks I don’t need to apologize for myself or take up as little space as possible. So that’s something.