3 months 11 days post op in Pudendal Decompression Surgery

Things to be greatful for
1) I got to spend several hours talking to my cousin AC! She came over and we sat on the deck. Missed her so much.
2) Got a few more answers in the rhelm of unemployment. It turns out that if you are not ON TIME with the system exactly and dont know the system, you get booted really quick and have to start all over again. Ugh.
3) Had some time where the pain wasn’t in my face. (knock on wood)
4) Digestive and bladder issues stayed in the backseat today.
5) Was able to do some reading and write a thing or two in my journal

Bad things
1) Stab sting in the tailbone/ rectal area starting back up later in the evening. Went to the bathroom twice today so the pain is very widespread now also with the burning.
2) The allodynia seems to be back more so out of nowhere.
3) The unknown of this recovery process is still very scary.
4) Still very depressed. Lost some people during this process.
5) Won’t be able to relax until I have reliable income with unemployment.

Last updated June 23, 2020