and every breath that is in your lungs is a tiny little gift to me in --

I'm looking for a good banana bread recipe and then I am MAKING IT, DAMNIT! I've been trying to get some bananas ripened for ages, but everyone keeps effing eating them before I get a chance to. Well this time I hid them and lo and behold, ripe bananas! I've never made banana bread before, so hopefully it goes okay.

I keep making sweets but I should probably be doing other stuff, like bread... but it's so much work. and I don't like to do work.

Speaking of work, I have to get back to doing school this week. I prefer not to, now that I've had a week off... I actually got to read a book a couple of times for fun. I won't get to do that now until summer.

I've been doing a lot of re-selling clothing on Ebay and I've actually made about $300 so far doing it. It takes up a LOT of time though. Between school, house stuff, and childcare, it's all more than a full time job. I do not know why I do this to myself.

Jacob's mom bought Cannon a bunch of summer clothes and Lorelei some cute outfits, so Cannon is set for the summer! And I'm sure Lorelei will be more than set by the time she is born, since everyone really enjoys buying girl clothes and that's pretty much all we need for her is clothing..

I can't wait to use my Moby wrap again. I've seen so many moms using one lately and I am getting excited!

I've been thinking about putting Cannon in his own bed, but I'm not ready... at all. I love the cuddles. He is content in our bed too, but I'm just worried about this when Lorelei is born. I'm hoping to put her in the crib next to our bed, but what if she is like Cannon and won't sleep by herself? I can't have Cannon in the bed AND Lorelei. That seems too dangerous to me. :\ I guess I might just have to suck it up and let Cannon have his own bed.